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shut up in it, as in this iron cage: I cannot get out; O now I cannot !

Chr. But how camest thou in this condition?

Man. I left off to watch and be sober; I laid the reins upon the neck of my lusts; I sinned against the light of the word, and the goodness of God: I have grieved the Spirit, and he is gone; I tempted the devil, and he is come to me; I have provoked God to anger, and he has left me; I have so hardened my heart that I cannot repent.

Then said Christian to the Interpreter, But is there no hope for such a man as this? Ask him, said the Interpreter.

Then said Christian, Is there no hope, but you must be kept in the iron cage of despair?

Man. No, not at all.

Chr. Why? the Son of the Blessed is very pitiful.

Man. I have crucified him to myself afresh; I have despised his person, I have despised his righteousness, I have counted his blood an unholy thing, I have done despite to the Spirit of grace (Luke xix. 14; Heb. vi. 4 -6; x. 28, 29); therefore I have shut myself out of all the promises, and there now remains to me nothing but threatenings, dreadful threatenings, fearful threatenings, of certain judgment and fiery indignation, which shall devour me as an adversary.

Chr. For what did you bring yourself into this condition?

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Man. For the lusts, pleasures, and profits of this world, in the enjoyment of which I did then promise myself much delight; but now every one of those things also bite me and gnaw me like a burning worm.

Chr. But canst thou not repent and turn? Man. God hath denied me repentance. His word gives me no encouragement to believe; yea, himself hath shut me up in this iron cage; nor can all the men in the world let me out. O eternity! eternity! how shall I grapple with the misery that I must meet with in eternity!

Then said the Interpreter to Christian, Let this man's misery be remembered by thee, and be an everlasting caution to thee.

Well, said Christian, this is fearful! God help me to watch and be sober, and to pray that I may shun the cause of this man's misery. Sir, is it not time for me to go on my way now?

Interp. Tarry till I shall shew thee one thing more, and then thou shalt go on thy

way.

So he took Christian by the hand again, and led him into a chamber where there was one rising out of bed; and as he put on his raiment he shook and trembled. Then said Christian, Why doth this man thus tremble? The Interpreter then bid him tell to Christian the reason of his so doing. So he began and said, This night as I was in my sleep I dreamed, and behold, the heavens grew exceeding black; also it thundered and lighten

ed in most fearful wise, that it put me into an agony so I looked up in my dream, and saw the clouds rack at an unusual rate; upon which I heard a great sound of a trumpet, and saw also a man sit upon a cloud, attended with the thousands of heaven: they were all in flaming fire, also the heavens were on a burning flame. I heard then a voice saying, 'Arise, ye dead, and come to judgment;' and with that the rocks rent, the graves opened, and the dead that were therein came forth (John v. 28, 29; 1 Cor. xv. 51-58; 2 Thess i. 7-10; Jude 14, 15; Rev. xx. 11—15); some of them were exceeding glad, and looked upwards; and some sought to hide themselves under the mountains (Ps. 1. 1—3. 22; Isa. xxvi. 20, 21; Mic. vii. 16, 17): then I saw the man that sat upon the cloud open the book, and bid the world draw near. there was, by reason of a fierce flame which issued out and came before him, a convenient distance betwixt him and them, as betwixt the judge and the prisoners at the bar (Dan. vii. 9, 10; Mal. iii. 2, 3). I heard it also proclaimed to them that attended on the man that sat on the cloud, Gather together the tares, the chaff, and stubble, and cast them into the burning lake' and with that the bottomless pit opened just whereabout I stood; out of the mouth of which there came, in an abundant manner, smoke, and coals of fire, with hideous noises. It was also said to the

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same persons, 'Gather my wheat into the garner' (Mal. iv. 1; Matt. iii. 2; xiii. 30;

Luke iii. 17). And with that I saw many catched up and carried away into the clouds (1 Thess. iv. 13-18), but I was left behind. I also sought to hide myself, but I could not, for the man that sat upon the cloud still kept his eye upon me; my sins also came in my mind, and my conscience did accuse me on every side (Rom. ii. 14, 15.) Upon this I awaked from my sleep.

Chr. But what was it that made you so afraid of this sight?

Man. Why I thought that the day of judgment was come, and that I was not ready for it but this frighted me most, that the angels gathered up several and left me behind; also the pit of hell opened her mouth just where I stood. My conscience too afflicted me; and, as I thought, the Judge had always his eye upon me, shewing indignation in his

countenance.

Then said the Interpreter to Christian, Hast thou considered all these things?

Chr. Yes; and they put me in hope* and fear.

In hope'-Our safety consists in a due proportion of hope and fear when devoid of hope, we resemble a ship without an anchor; when unrestrained by fear, we are like the same Vessel under full sail, without ballast (1 Pet. i. 13-17.) Indiscriminate censures of all fear as the result of unbelief, and unguarded commendations of strong confidence, without respect to the spirit and conduct of professors, not only leads to much self-deception, but also tends to make believers untable, unwatchful, and even uncomfortable; for the humble often cannot attain to that confidence, that is represented al most as essential to faith; and true comfort is the effect of watchfulness, diligence, and circumspection. Upon the whale,

Interp Well, keep all things so in thy mind, that they may be as a goad in thy sides, to prick thee forward in the way thou must go. Then Christian began to gird up his loins, and to address himself to his journey. Then said the Interpreter, The Comforter be always with thee, good Christian, to guide thee in the way that leads to the city. Christian went on his way, saying

Here I have seen things rare and profitable;
Things pleasant, dreadful, things to make me stable
In what I have begun to take in hand:
Then let me think on them, and understand
Wherefore they shew' me were; and let me be
Thankful, O good Interpreter, to thee.

So

Now I saw in my dream, that the highway, up which Christian was to go, was fenced on

what lessons could possibly have been selected of greater importance, or more suited to establish the new convert, than these are, which our author has most ingeniously and agreeably inculcated, under the emblem of the Interpreter's curiosities? They are indeed the principal subjects which faithful ministers enforce, publicly and in private, on all who begin to profess the Gospel; and which every true disciple of Christ daily seeks to have more clearly discovered to his mind, and more deeply impressed upon his heart.

*Now I saw'-Divine illumination in many respects tends to quicken the believer's hopes and fears, and to in.crease his earnestness and diligence; but nothing can finally relieve him from his burthen, except the clear discovery of the nature and glory of redemption. With more general views of the subject, and an implicit reliance on God's mercy through Jesus Christ, the humbled sinner enters the way of life, which is walled by salvation: yet he is oppressed with an habitual sense of guilt, and often bowed down with fears, till the Comforter, who glorifies Christ, receives of his, and shews it to him' (John xvi. 14.) When in this divine light the soul contemplates the Redeemer's cross, and discerns Lore clearly his love to lost sinners in thus dying for them;

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