For where before thou still didst call on me, Now I still touch And harp on thee. God's promises hath made thee mine: Why should I justice now decline? Against me there is none, but for me much. THE PILGRIMAGE. I TRAVELL'D on, seeing the hill, where lay A long it was and weary way. The gloomy cave of Desperation I left on the one, and on the other side The rock of Pride. And so I came to Fancy's meadow, strow'd Fain would I here have made abode, So to Care's copse I came, and there got through That led me to the wild of Passion; which Some call the wold: A wasted place, but sometimes rich. Save one good Angel, which a friend had tied Close to my side. At length I got unto the gladsome hill, Where lay my hope, Where lay my heart; and climbing still, When I had gain'd the brow and top, A lake of brackish waters on the ground Was all I found. With that abash'd, and struck with many a sting I fell, and cried, Alas, my King! My hill was further: so I flung away, Just as I went, Yet heard a cry "None goes that way And lives." If that be all, said I, After so foul a journey death is fair, And but a chair. THE HOLD-FAST. I THREATEN'D to observe the strict decree Of my dear God with all my power and might: But I was told by one it could not be ; Yet I might trust in God to be my light. Then will I trust, said I, in Him alone. Nay, e'en to trust in Him, was also His: We must confess, that nothing is our own. Then I confess that He my succor is : But to have nought is ours, not to confess That we have nought. I stood amazed at this, Much troubled, till I heard a friend express, That all things were more ours by being His. What Adam had, and forfeited for all, Christ keepeth now, Who cannot fail or fall. COMPLAINING. Do not beguile my heart, Because Thou art My power and wisdom. Put me not to shame, Because I am Thy clay that weeps, Thy dust that calls. Thou art the Lord of glory; The deed and story Are both Thy due: but I, a silly fly, That live or die, According as the weather falls. Art thou all justice, Lord? More attributes? Am I all throat or eye, To weep or cry? Have I no parts but those of grief? Let not Thy wrathful power My inch of life or let Thy gracious power That I may Contract my hour, climb and find relief. THE DISCHARGE. Busy enquiring heart, what wouldst thou know? And turn, and leer, and with a licorous eye And in thy lookings stretch and grow? Hast thou not made thy counts, and summ'd up Give up all? Did not thy heart the whole, and with the whole depart? Let what will fall: That which is past who can recall? Thy life is God's, thy time to come is gone, He is thy night at noon: He is at night Thy noon alone. The crop is His, for he hath sown. And well it was for thee, when this befell, Thy business His, and in thy life partake: If it be His once, all is well. Only the present is thy part and fee. If, though thou didst not beat thy future brow, Thou couldst well see What present things required of thee. They ask enough; why shouldst thou further go? Raise not the mud Of future depths, but drink the clear and good. Dig not for woe In times to come; for it will grow. Man and the present fit: if he provide, This hour is mine: if for the next I care, And do encroach upon death's side: For death each hour environs and surrounds. And care for future chances, cannot go Unto those grounds, But thro' a churchyard which them bounds. |