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either your disposition or your health. Mary Anne, can there exist another person who feels for you as your mother does?"

Deeply affected, and still suffering from the effects of the late scene, Mary Anne threw herself into her mother's arms, exclaiming, "Oh, mamma, it is you alone who know how to manage me; and I yield more readily to you than to any other person." "Yes, my child, you will, and you ought to do so; and you will one day repay me all my love with usury. Calm yourself, my dear; your mother has patience to await your restoration to tranquillity."

great a difference in her, as to astonish all her friends; her mother regarded her with tearful eyes, and every glance which Mary Anne directed towards her, served to confirm her happiness. Her usual gaiety and ardour returned with health, and she found herself able to accomplish all that she had before imagined unconquerable. Her understanding becoming fully developed, she devoted herself to the acquirement of new accomplishments, and to the practice of those in which she still felt a deficiency. Her mother's unvarying affection had made so indelible an impression on her heart, that she worried herself in schemes for requiting her. She determined to regain the time she had lost during her illness by intense application to her studies; and she looked for her mother's approbation as her dearest reward; but with a feeling of dissatisfaction with herself, she would say, "It is all very well, mamma, you are pleased for me, because you think that my improvement will benefit me; but when shall I be able to do any thing exclusively for you?"

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Patience," said her mother; "the time will

come."

"Oh, that it were already come," would she say, and fall to work again still harder than before.

Much pains did she take to re-establish herself in Madame Thibourg's good opinion, which by her former conduct she had lost. Alas! how little do young people consider the injury they are doing themselves, while exposing their faults to strangers, who, judging only by what they see and hear, become impressed with notions extremely disad

Mary Anne vowed in her heart to devote herself to her mother's happiness, and, re-assured by her gentle words, she gradually regained her former happy state of mind. She watched over herself, and succeeded, by her mother's assistance, in conquering her impetuosity. But her lowness of spirits, and her emaciation, increased to such an alarming degree, as to draw from the physician an opinion, that unless country air was resorted to, he would not answer for her life. This was a dreadful blow to Madame Leroi, whose slender means had been already nearly exhausted. Madame Thibourg, to whom she communicated her anxiety, proposed to join her in hiring a small country house at St. Mandé, which she knew was to be let for six hundred francs. The saving we shall make by living together, will amply reimburse us for the extra expense of the hundred crowns that it will cost each of us. Madame Leroi, however, was quite aware that, on the contrary, her expenses would be much increased by a residence with Madame Thi-vantageous to them, which are seldom effaced. bourg, who studied her own comfort, and was much more expensive in her tastes; but, too much rejoiced at any plan which would benefit her child to make difficulties, she acceded at once, with a resolution to work still harder to obtain the hundred crowns which were demanded in advance for the rent of the house. For this purpose she parted with her eiderdown quilt, and the four fine engravings which ornamented her apartment, and made up the rest of the money, as well as that which was necessary for her removal, by adding a sum which she had destined to the purchase of a stove for their small dining-room, or rather closet; for, dreading to run any risk of dirtying or tarnishing her work, and suffering much from cold, she, with her child, had | hitherto eaten in the kitchen, where the coal-smoke had affected her head and chest. These sacrifices could not be concealed from Mary Anne, and great was the grief they caused her. She was become so exquisitely sensitive upon all subjects, that, notwithstanding her great desire to go into the country, the idea of her mother's selling her eiderdown quilt, an article she knew to be so essential to her comfort, threw her into such a state of excitement, that Madame Leroi found it necessary to use rather severe measures with her.

"Do you forget, Mary Anne," said she, "that you should strengthen yourself, to be useful to me one of these days?"

Her remark was happily timed, as it diverted the thoughts of her daughter, who assisted in the preparations for departure with a zeal which afforded her poor mother at least a gleam of hope and joy.

The gates of Paris were hardly passed before Mary Anne experienced a change in her feelings, and a week's residence in the country made so

Madame Thibourg treated Mary Anne at first with harshness, suspecting her of even more faults than she really possessed; this made her very angry, until her mother explained the cause of this apparent injustice to her.

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Well, if she be unjust," said Mary Anne, proudly, "so much the worse for her."

"No, my child; so much the worse for you, since it is your fault. If you had not given rise to this injustice by once placing yourself in an unfavourable light to her, you might resign yourself to bear it quietly, but as it is, you must put an end to it."

After a few outbreaks of that temper to which Mary Anne had been so subject, but which she generally overcame immediately, she felt the truth of her mother's remarks, and resolved to keep so strict a watch over herself as to leave little cause for blame. A look from her mother was sufficient to induce her to refrain from a repetition of the fault, and to make amends with the most engaging candour. Thus, at the age of sixteen, after a nine months' sojourn at St. Mandé, a most astonishing improvement was observable in her mind, manners, and appearance.

At the beginning of winter they returned to Paris, for nothing would have induced Madame Thibourg to remain in the country during that season; and the road being nearly impassable, owing to the bad weather, Madame Leroi could no longer traverse it on foot to return her work to her employers; indeed, her health had been severely tried, and was now evidently giving way under the severity of the winter. Mary Anne was convinced that the want of the eiderdown quilt very much increased her mother's sufferings; and she was at times in a state of feverish anxiety for the arrival

of that time when she might hope to assist and console her.

The spring was cold and late, and their stock of wood was exhausted. Madame Leroi, whose ill health had prevented her working as much as usual during the winter, being averse to contracting a debt, declared that she could very well do with out a fire; but Mary Anne, who knew how much she suffered, wept each morning when, on opening the window, she found the cold as intense as ever. She would willingly have assisted her mother with her tapestry, but, although a tolerable worker, Madame Leroi had not encouraged her to neglect her more serious employments for the sake of perfecting herself in embroidery, and she had not yet entrusted her with any thing of much con

sequence.

Do not fear, Mary Anne," said she, "you will work soon enough for me."

On a day that Madame Leroi had returned to her bed with a bad sick headache, a piece of tapestry was sent to her with an order to work it as quickly as possible, to repair an accident caused by the falling of a lamp. The chair which it was to match was sent with it as a pattern. Mary Anne promised that it should be finished by the following week; and, agitated by an idea which had just entered her head, she shut all the things together in a place where her mother was not likely to find them. Madame Leroi having been asleep at the time of this occurrence, knew nothing of it. Mary Anne found, to her great joy, that her mother's box of silks contained all that was necessary for her work.

With the assistance of the porter's wife, to whom she confided her scheme, she dragged from the garret an old work-frame, and fixed it in an uninhabited room, of which this woman had the key. Before her mother awoke, the frame was mounted, the chair placed before it, and the needle threaded; and the following morning, being unable to sleep, from impatience, she silently escaped to her work, to which she also devoted the two hours which were usually spent in a walk with Madame Thibourg and her daughters. She communicated her intention of surprising her mother to Madame Thibourg, but said not a word about the privations which that mother had undergone. The harp was a little neglected, to be sure; for, while practising, she thought only of the shades of her silks; but in time she found herself quite equal to her undertaking. As she had only to copy, and was now endued with that perseverance which conquers all difficulties, this her first attempt succeeded to admiration; and on the seventh day, the porter's wife, and Madame Thibourg and her daughters, who were summoned to a consultation, declared that the copy could not be distinguished from the original. The good woman was commissioned to take the work home, and receive the money, which Mary Anne destined to the purchase of half a load of wood.

The next morning, while Madame Leroi was still in bed, Mary Anne, who was now very much delighted at the coldness of the atmosphere, had the wood put in the fire-place, while the porter's wife, nearly as much pleased as herself, brought a good stoveful of lighted coals. Madame Leroi, awaking at the noise of the crackling wood, asked what it was, and reproached Mary Anne with having bought a faggot.

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"A faggot, indeed!" said the woman, proudly; "come and look if the kitchen faggots are like that;" and Mary Anne, opening the curtains of her mother's bed, showed her such a nicely-burning fire as she had not seen for many weeks; then, without answering a question, she threw a dressinggown over her, took her to the kitchen, where the good creature had piled their store of wood, and, after placing her by her sitting-room fire, she related all that had occurred.

"My dear child-" were the only words her weeping mother could utter.

Mary Anne pressed her mother's hand, and exclaimed, in an animated, yet serious tone, "Now, mamma, I do indeed belong to you!"

"Yes, my love, and I take possession of you," replied the mother, with great emotion; "now is your turn to give yourself to your mother,—the time is come." And Mary Anne, falling at her mother's feet, covered her hand with kisses.

From that day she assisted her mother in working, without stealing from her hours of study; her strength and activity never failed, for the good feelings that put them in action were inexhaustible. At the age of eighteen, she was quite qualified to give lessons, having tried her first efforts in teaching on Madame Thibourg's youngest daughter. Her next pupils were the young ladies of a school, and, as she became more known, she taught in several respectable families. At first, the porter's wife used to attend her to and from the houses of her pupils; but in a short time, Mary Anne's good sense, and the modest, serious manner which the thought of her peculiar position required her to adopt, induced Madame Leroi to allow her to go alone; and this enabled her to make more extensive engagements. The expenses of their house was thus defrayed; and if, on Mary Anne's return, she found her mother looking fatigued, she would take the work from her hand, saying, "I belong to you, mamma, you must do as I please."

Madame Leroi's health became worse and worse, but she felt no anxiety about it, while her child remained well. At such moments as these, Mary Anne rejoiced in the consciousness of her health and strength.

On receiving an advantageous offer of marriage, she felt that in accepting it, she would not only deprive herself of the pleasure of working for her mother, but also rob that mother of the charms of her society, and she declined it. Fortunately the announcement was made to herself, and she studiously concealed her refusal from her mother (who would never have consented to such a sacrifice) until some time afterwards, when, seeing her mother deeply affected, and nearly angry at this intelligence, she fell at her feet, exclaiming, "Mother, I have but one favour to ask of you, that of being allowed to belong to you always!"

"My child," said her mother, with a sigh, “be happy in your own way;" and she concealed her deep regret at the failure of this marriage.

Not very long afterwards, mention was made, in Mary Anne's hearing, of an officer, whose wounds compelled him to retire from active service, although little more than thirty years of age. He had lost his left arm, and his former good looks had disappeared, under an accumulation of sufferings. Full of ardour for his profession, but sadly depressed at the reflection of so early a termination to his once brilliant expectations, he had devoted

himself to solitary meditation. He would not think of marriage, having, as he said, but his own wretched self to offer to a woman. Mary Anne, whose natural disposition, and habits of thinking, led her to delight in generosity of sentiment, replied, with warmth, that she thought the whole charge of a husband's happiness a sufficient offering to any woman. This speech being repeated to M. de Luxeuil, the officer, together with the comments on Mary Anne's character which it elicited, excited his curiosity to know more about her; and, when he was informed that she had hitherto devoted her life to her mother, he conceived the idea, that by assisting her in this pleasing task, he should give himself a claim to her gratitude and affection.

The person who had mentioned Mary Anne to him (not without design), encouraged the idea, and managed so well, that from talking of her, M. de Luxeuil became desirous she should hear of him, and he then thought it might be possible for him to make himself agreeable to her.

To make my story short: in course of time, the proposal was made, and joyfully accepted; and after their marriage, M. de Luxeuil took his wife and mother-in-law to a charming country house which he possessed, about thirty leagues from Paris. On arriving, he conducted Madame Leroi to the apartments which he had ordered to be arranged for her use, and Mary Anne beamed on him a smile of fond affection, as if in thanks. The rest of the house excited new admiration at every step. In the drawing-room, Madame Leroi's armchair was placed in the most comfortable corner, and care had been taken in planning their future style of living, that it should be such as best suited her health, tastes, and habits. "My children,' said she, looking affectionately at her son-in-law and daughter, "I perceive that you have already talked a great deal about me."

Mary Anne's happiness was complete, and M. de Luxeuil began a life of such bliss as he had never before even dreamed of. Formed, by their mutual tastes, to become dearer to each other, and most grateful for their reciprocal happiness, Mary Anne and her husband felt almost alarmed at this untroubled stream of joy. Madame Leroi hardly knew how to respond to this double affection. "Leave me alone," she would say; "what am I to do with two causes of happiness at once."

Poetry.

[In Original Contributions under this head, the Name, real or assumed, of the Contributor, is printed in Small Capitals under the title; in Selections, it is printed in Italics at the end.] THE STORY OF HORSLEY HALL. (J. E. M.)

THE lady was sitting alone in her grief,

Yet her proud flashing eye scorn'd to weep for relief,
While these half-mutter'd words from her pale lips comprest
Gave vent to the passion that swell'd in her breast:-
"Am I thus then cast off, like a plaything laid by ?
Has he sated his lust? has he wearied his eye?
Has his fickle heart, yearning again to be free,
Learnt another is younger and fairer than me?
"Where's the love he once swore should be strong in all time,
Should soften our age as it gladden'd our prime?
The flame then so hot has grown suddenly cold,
Like a dream that is fled, like a tale that is told.

"His want of affection and love I could bear,
With a heart ill at ease, and a proud, careless air;
But to meet such a slight, such a mark of disdain-
Oh, my God! it o'erpowers and maddens my brain.
"Was his easy neglect not enough of disgrace,
That he needs must caress here my maid to my face?
"Twere better to die than a bye-word to live-
Life to me now no pleasure save vengeance can give."

'Twas a sight full of dread in that old chamber dark,
The lady's fine face how it workèd to mark :
Far better to meet with a she-wolf at bay
Than encounter a woman when balked in her way.
She heard a low knock, and serene grew her face,
Like the sea when a cloud passeth o'er without trace:
As, the door softly opening, her maiden stepp'd in,
You'd have thought her a creature too lovely for sin.

Said the lady, with voice that dissembled her hate,
"I forgot that the evening was drawing in, Kate;
Thou shalt dress me, good wench, to the best of thy power,
For Sir Thomas, I hope, will be here in an hour."

Her forehead is bound with a chaplet of pearl,
And her dark raven locks on her snowy neck curl;
O never, I ween, had that lady, so fair,
Seem'd fairer than then, or more sprightly her air.
She leaned through the casement her beautiful hed,
"He is coming at last-he is coming," she said;
Now nearer and nearer his horse's hoofs fall,
He will quickly be here; let us haste to the hall.”
Through the gailery long the unfortunate pair
Arrived at the head of the broad oaken stair;
When the maid, by her mistress (as old people tell)
On a sudden pushed down, o'er the baunister feil.
One instant, her white robes were fluttering in air;
The next, she was dashed at the foot of the stair.
You may still see the stain on the mouldering wood,
Where the floor of the hall was bespatter'd with Flood.

As the lady descend d the staircase alone,
She thought once she heard her in agony moan;
But when on the last step she listen'd; no sound
Save the clock's heavy tick broke the silence around.
When Sir Thomas and she o'er the dead body met,
There was that in her eye man might never forget:
One glance spoke the whole of her heart's deadly hate,
And told how the maiden had come by her fate.
Neither utter'd a word-for their souls felt within
That each knew the whole of the other one's sin;
But they gazed on the blood-spotted face of the dead,
And learnt that in life all their pleasure had fled.

'Twas deemed that Kate's foot slipt-for none saw the blow-
Yet at times there were whisperings, though secret and low,
That some terrible thing did that lady appal,
Whenever she ventured to pass through the hall

They buried the corpse in the pleasant churchyard,
At the foot of a yew by the western gate hard;
And still does a tomb, with a quaint arch built 1igh,
Mark the place where the bones of that young creature lie.
Yet a curse seemed to rest on the house. The proud dame
Soon to foreign lands passed, nor again ever came;
But sought in a convent. by praying and tears,
To atone that sad deed all the rest of her years.
When Sir Thomas died early, the last of his race,
No kinsman attended his bones to their place;
But buried by strangers, uncared for, unwept,
With his fathers in Birkenhead Abbey he slept.

The above Ballad is intended to embody an old story of Horsley Hall, on the borders of Denbighshire and Cheshire, once the seat of the Powells, a family which became extinct in the last century. They were people of much consequence in that part of the country, and the possessors of the abbey lands at Birkenhead: so that their history seems to confirm the opinion of a curse at:ending such kind of property. How far the facts of the case are athered to in the Ballad, is extremely doubtful. One account repre, ents Sir Thomas as the murderer, and not his lady.

Miscellaneous.

"I have here made only a nosegay of culled flowers, and have brought nothing of my own, but the string that ties them."-Montaigne.

SUBURBAN VILLAGES FOR THE LABOURING POOR.

plied by her fellow sparrows; sparrows of humanity
and generous feeling they must have been. Let mankind
take the lesson. It is needless to say the poor bird was
let away.

THE LOCOMOTIVE ENGINE V. THE LIGHT-FINGERED
FRATERNITY.

A TRAVELLER by the Edinburgh and Glasgow railway, A PROJECT for the improvement of the condition of on lately leaving the station in the former city, missed the industrious poor who have been expelled from the his pocket-book, containing 7007., and immediately recrowded localities of St. Giles's, Lambeth, Westminster, turned to the train to make inquiries. The stoker told Wapping, Spitalfields, and other equally populous dis- him that a fellow-traveller, whom he had supposed to tricts of the metropolis, by the new streets which have be his servant, followed him from the station, and afterbeen lately formed, and other public improvements, has wards returned, took his place in a train that was starting been set on foot, and it seems to be one of fair preten- for Glasgow, and was now on his way westward. The sions and promise. It is argued, that private charity, gentleman ordered an express train; but there was little being too limited to accomplish all that is required for hope of overtaking the other, for some time was lost in the full attainment of an object of this description, the getting up the steam. However, off he went, the stoker cooperation of the wealthy and speculative classes is accompanying him; and when they were approaching desirable; and that, since the enterprise of the day is the inclined plane which leads into Glasgow, they saw running in favour of the establishment of railways, a the train ahead. The whistle of the "express" engine railway should be made the medium of the proposed was violently blown, and the conductor of the passenger benefit to the labouring multitudes who have been dis- train, inferring danger, removed to the other line of turbed by recent alterations. We extract a passage rail. The " express" shot past, and got to the station from the "suggestions" circulated by the promoters of in time to admit of arrangements for apprehending the the scheme :- The plan proposed is to build villages pickpocket. The train then came in, the suspected in the surrounding neighbourhood of the metropolis, person was seen and identified by the stoker, and the sufficiently distant to ensure a pure atmosphere, and pocket-book and money were found upon his person. healthy soil, on which dwellings may be erected, at a The owner, overjoyed at recovering his property, offered moderate price, yet so connected with the metropolis by a handsome reward to the stoker, which was resolutely distinct lines of railway, and stations to each, as to refused, and the gentleman, therefore, enclosed 100l. to leave no portion of London more than one mile distant the directors, requesting them to take pay for the from some one station; thus bringing the daily place of express, to reward their servant ad libitum, and to occupation of the working classes within ten minutes return the change (if any). The directors returned the distance of their residence, and enabling them to resort whole, stating that they would make no charge for the to the one and the other with the same order and faci-engine, aud would themselves reward the stoker. lity as though still inhabiting the precincts of the great city itself." It is added, that each village should contain about 5,000 cottage residences, covering 500 acres of land; and that, taking the probable average of the

inhabitants of each cottage at seven in number, it will give to each village 35,000 inhabitants; making a total population, supposing the ten villages to be in the course of time erected, of 350,000 removed from the dens of the metropolis. It is contemplated to erect only ten cottages to an acre, which, built in pairs, will give to each residence a good garden-will secure perfect ventilation, and incite the occupant to industry, regularity, It is intended that churches, chapels, cemeteries, and other religious and social conveniences, should be attached to each village, as well as public baths and washing establishments, for the promotion of cleanliness and health. The parties to be principally benefited, are to be, if disposed, allowed to participate as shareholders in the undertaking contemplated. Newspaper.

and neatness.

NATURAL INSTINCT.

FOR Some time past the workmen engaged in renovating the Glasgow cathedral had observed an unusual concourse of sparrows always coming regularly to a hole, in one of the slanting walls of the old Consistory Court, which is now being taken down, and holding a great ado, "cheeping and chirping," and apparently feeding some birds within. For a brief space of time this was thought nothing of, as it was known the young brood were just about flying; and it was imagined that it might be some of these, not so strong as the others, whom the parents were feeding. The meetings being continued, however, a gentleman in the neighbourhood induced the men to get a ladder, and examine the cause of all those noisy doings; when it was found that the female sparrow, after all her brood had left her, had got so warped about the leg with some of the threads composing her nest, that it was impossible for her to escape, the leg being considerably swollen by the attempts she had made to effect it. In the above dilemma, how beautiful it is to perceive that she was constantly condoled with, and her wants sup

SINGULAR FACT.

A SOMEWHAT novel incident occurred very recently at the terminus of the South-Western Railway at Vauxhall. A carrier pigeon was seen in an exhausted state; it was caught by hand, but died shortly afterwards. A label was appended to one of its legs, addressed to his Grace the Duke of Wellington, which stated that three pigeons were thrown up at the island of Ichaboe, and bore date July, 1845. The distance is computed to be between 2,000 and 3,000 miles from the place where the pigeon appears to have been liberated, to its destination in

London.

The bird, with its appendage, was immediately forwarded to Apsley House, and the Duke of Wellington, by an autograph note, the next day courteously acknowledged the receipt from the party who sent the bird. It has been stuffed, and in the process it there can be no doubt that it would have reached home, has been discovered that the bird was shot, otherwise and it is supposed not to have had strength to cross the

Thames.

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