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who thus feel, should remember, that, though none of us are worthy of being received at that sacred table, yet we are all commanded to come; and hence we may hope, that by humbly attending, we may each time become less unworthy. And surely, after we have endeavoured to prepare ourselves, to the best of our knowledge and ability, we may go without fear, and in time we shall find all our scruples and unwillingness vanish; and it will become not only an act of obedience to our God, but of so much comfort and happiness to ourselves, that we shall account it the greatest pleasure we are capable of enjoying in this world. By distrusting God's mercy, by giving admittance to these scruples in our hearts, and thus fearing to come to Him, we become guilty of a great sin. Let us, then, at all times, thankfully receive the Holy Sacrament; and, as we must live with our fellow-creatures, let us do unto them as we would they should do unto us. Let us live with faith and humility, and we may then be satisfied that we are accepted in the sight of God; not offering to Him the con-

strained obedience of slaves, but the voluntary service of children, to an all-wise and all-merciful Father.

11. We are sometimes inclined to believe that our prayers are not accepted by God, if we do not feel a certain degree of pleasure arising from the performance of this duty; an enthusiasm of love towards the Divine Being arising in our souls. This is a wrong idea; prayer is not a charm of the imagination, or a sweet delusion of the soul: neither does it always produce the perceptible emotions of the grace of God in our hearts: It is our bounden obedience to a divine command; it is our self-humiliation before our Maker, the deprecation of his wrath, and the imploring of his assistance against the temptations of sin. Let us, therefore, draw near with a pure heart, in full assurance of faith, making our petitions in the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ, and relying on his merits alone for God's acceptance of them.

ON GOD'S GRACE, AND PRESENCE

WITH US.

1. How delightful is the reflection to a true Christian, that God is at all times present with us! It is his voice which is heard in the secret whispers of conscience to our souls, recalling us to goodness when we err, and promising us pardon, if we sin no more.

When we fulfil our duty, we feel his more immediate presence within us; he inspires us with the good which we do, and he approves of it when done through him. Are we compassionate and charitable to our fellow-creatures in distress? Do we pardon the injuries which we may have received, or do we seek occasions of returning good for evil? It is from God alone that such actions proceed; and the same all-gracious Power, which prompts us to do good, will reward our performance of it an hundred-fold. We need not look for the Almighty in the centre of

the earth, nor seek for his power beyond the grave: He is ever present, ever near, nor need we turn our eyes from ourselves to behold him. We are (as the Psalmist says) fearfully and wonderfully made; and the most marvellous of the Creator's works is the human heart. O, that men would, therefore, praise the Lord for his goodness, and declare the wonders that he doeth for the children of men! There is no situation, no state of existence in this world, in which we may not be sure of the protection of Heaven, and the directing hand of God, if our conscience tells us that we faithfully endeavour to deserve it. Were we placed in a desert, inaccessible to men, and unknown to the world, God could support us there; even there He could bless us with peace and plenty

2. We should not be discouraged, or dismayed, if we do not at all times feel the same good dispositions; let us not fear that God has withdrawn himself from us, or that we are become unworthy of his grace; the very fear itself is a proof of the contrary; for a state of

sin is mostly one of security. God often makes trial of us in this manner, and by leaving us to the workings of our corrupt nature, shows us what we are without his assistance. When we are made thus to feel our own natural depravity, we become more able to estimate justly the grace of God, and his merciful love towards us; and if we bear this state with hope and patience, while it brings to our minds a deep sense of our infirmity, it will prove an inestimable benefit to our souls. The operations of God's Holy Spirit may be often checked in our hearts, by the corruption of our nature, and the agitations of sin, especially if we are of a lively temperament and disposition, which is the most easily led away by the temptations of the world; but if we regret our errors as soon as we perceive them; if we sincerely endeavour to retrace our steps; we shall not finally lose ourselves in the road to salvation, though we may sometimes wander from it; we may even in some degree turn these wanderings to our good, if we view them as additional causes for distrusting ourselves, and praying

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