Now farewell! For the sake of old friendship I have ventured to tell you the truth,
As plainly, perhaps, and as bluntly as I might in our earlier
Julia C. R. Dorr [1825-1913]
AMONG his books he sits all day
To think and read and write;
He does not smell the new-mown hay, The roses red and white.
I walk among them all alone,
His silly, stupid wife;
The world seems tasteless, dead and done— An empty thing is life.
At night his window casts a square Of light upon the lawn;
. I sometimes walk and watch it there Until the chill of dawn.
I have no brain to understand The books he loves to read;
I only have a heart and hand He does not seem to need.
He calls me "Child"-lays on my hair Thin fingers, cold and mild;
Oh! God of Love, who answers prayer,
I wish I were a child!
And no one sees and no one knows (He least would know or see), That ere Love gathers next year's rose
Death will have gathered me.
It was the autumn of the year;
The strawberry-leaves were red and sere; October's airs were fresh and chill, When, pausing on the windy hill, The hill that overlooks the sea, You talked confidingly to me,- Me whom your keen, artistic sight Has not yet learned to read aright, Since I have veiled my heart from you, And loved you better than you knew.
You told me of your toilsome past; The tardy honors won at last, The trials borne, the conquests gained, The longed-for boon of Fame attained; I knew that every victory
But lifted you away from me, That every step of high emprise But left me lowlier in your eyes; I watched the distance as it grew, And loved you better than you knew.
You did not see the bitter trace Of anguish sweep across my face; You did not hear my proud heart beat, Heavy and slow, beneath your feet; You thought of triumphs still unwon, Of glorious deeds as yet undone; And I, the while you talked to me, I watched the gulls float lonesomely, Till lost amid the hungry blue, And loved you better than you knew.
You walk the sunny side of fate;
The wise world smiles, and calls you great;
The golden fruitage of success
Drops at your feet in plenteousness;
And you have blessings manifold:
Renown and power and friends and gold,—
They build a wall between us twain, Which may not be thrown down again, Alas! for I, the long years through, Have loved you better than you knew.
Your life's proud aim, your art's high truth, Have kept the promise of your youth;
And while you won the crown, which now Breaks into bloom upon your brow, My soul cried strongly out to you Across the ocean's yearning blue, While, unremembered and afar, I watched you, as I watch a star Through darkness struggling into view, And loved you better than you knew.
I used to dream in all these years Of patient faith and silent tears,
That Love's strong hand would put aside
The barriers of place and pride,
Would reach the pathless darkness through,
And draw me softly up to you;
But that is past. If you should stray Beside my grave, some future day, Perchance the violets o'er my dust
Will half betray their buried trust, And say, their blue eyes full of dew, "She loved you better than you knew."
Elizabeth Akers [1832-1911]
COME, dear children, let us away;
Down and away below!
Now my brothers call from the bay, Now the great winds shoreward blow, Now the salt tides seaward flow; Now the wild white horses play,
Champ and chafe and toss in the spray. Children dear, let us away! This way, this way!
Call her once before you go.— Call once yet!
In a voice that she will know:
"Margaret! Margaret!"
Children's voices should be dear (Call once more) to a mother's ear; Children's voices, wild with pain,— Surely she will come again!
Call her once and come away; This way, this way! "Mother dear, we cannot stay! The wild white horses foam and fret." Margaret! Margaret!
Come, dear children, come away down; Call no more!
One last look at the white-walled town,
And the little gray church on the windy shore; Then come down!
She will not come, though you call all day; Come away, come away!
Children dear, was it yesterday
We heard the sweet bells over the bay?
In the caverns where we lay,
Through the surf and through the swell, The far-off sound of a silver bell? Sand-strewn caverns, cool and deep, Where the winds are all asleep; Where the spent lights quiver and gleam, Where the salt weed sways in the stream, Where the sea-beasts, ranged all round, Feed in the ooze of their pasture-ground; Where the sea-snakes coil and twine, Dry their mail and bask in the brine; Where great whales come sailing by, Sail and sail, with unshut eye, Round the world for ever and aye?
When did music come this way? Children dear, was it yesterday?
Children dear, was it yesterday
(Call yet once) that she went away?
Once she sate with you and me,
On a red gold throne in the heart of the sea,
And the youngest sate on her knee.
She combed its bright hair, and she tended it well, When down swung the sound of the far-off bell.
She sighed, she looked up through the clear green sea; She said: “I must go, for my kinsfolk pray
In the little gray church on the shore to-day. 'Twill be Easter-time in the world,-ah me!
And I lose my poor soul, Merman, here with thee." I said: "Go up, dear heart, through the waves: Say thy prayer, and come back to the kind sea-caves!" She smiled, she went up through the surf in the bay. Children dear, was it yesterday?
Children dear, were we long alone? "The sea grows stormy, the little ones moan; Long prayers," I said, "in the world they say; Come!" I said, and we rose through the surf in the bay. We went up the beach, by the sandy down
Where the sea-stocks bloom, to the white-walled town, Through the narrow paved streets, where all was still, To the little gray church on the windy hill.
From the church came a murmur of folk at their prayers, But we stood without in the cold blowing airs.
We climbed on the graves, on the stones worn with
And we gazed up the aisle through the small leaded
She sate by the pillar; we saw her clear: "Margaret, hist! come quick, we are here! Dear heart," I said, "we are long alone; The sea grows stormy, the little ones moan." But, ah, she gave me never a look,
For her eyes were sealed to the holy book!
Loud prays the priest; shut stands the door. Come away, children, call no more! Come away, come down, call no more!
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