So I may learn to do no more amiss, Correct me, if thou wilt; but teach me then, Lord of my life, methinks I heard thee say, The fault, that is confess'd, is done away, How can I sin again, and wrong thee then, And cease thine anger straight, as soon as men No, rebel thought; for if thou move again, WHITHER, oh! whither is my Lord departed? What can my love, that is so tender-hearted, Forsake the soul, which once he thorough darted, As if it never smarted? No, sure my love is here, if I could find him : He that fills all can leave no place behind him. But oh my senses are too weak to wind him: Or else I do not mind him. O no, I mind him not so as I ought; But I have wounded him, that made me sound; Tell me, oh! tell me, (thou alone canst tell) Lord of my life, where thou art gone to dwell : For, in thy absence heaven itself is hell: Without thee none is well. Or, if thou beest not gone, but only hidest To seek and find thee by. Else here I'll lie, For, if thou live in me, and I in thee, For, though thou be the Judge thyself, I have Thy promise for it, which thou canst not wave, That who salvation at thine hands do crave, Thou wilt not fail to save. Oh! seek, and find me then; or else deny Thanks, blessed Lord, thine absence was my hell; And, now thou art returned, I am well. By this I see I must Not trust My joys unto myself: This shelf, Of too secure, and too presumptuous pleasure, Had almost sunk my ship, and drown'd my treasure. Who would have thought a joy So coy To be offended so, And go So suddenly away? As if enjoying Full pleasure and contentment, were annoying, Hereafter I had need Take heed. Joys, amongst other things, And watch their opportunities of flight, But, is't enough for me To be Instructed to be wise? And read a lecture unto them that are Willing to learn, how comfort dwells with care. He that his joys would keep Must weep; And in the brine of tears And fears Must pickle them. That powder will preserve: Faith with repentance is the soul's conserve. Learn to make much of care: A rare And precious balsam 'tis For bliss; Which oft resides, where mirth with sorrow meets: Heavenly joys on earth are bitter-sweets. |