The seed's waste, I know, boys, Send the colt to fair, boys, To see him in the shed; I doubt she's badly bred; Neither white nor red; There's no sign of grass, boys, You may sell the goat and the ass, boys, The land's not what it was, boys, And the beasts must be fed; You may turn Peg away, boys, You may pay off old Ned, We've had a dull day, boys, And Tommy's dead. Move my chair on the floor, boys, She's standing there in the door, boys, Take her away from me, boys, Move me round in my place, boys, Take her away from me, boys, As she lay on her death-bed, The bones of her thin face, boys, As she lay on her death-bed! I don't know how it be, boys, When all's done and said, But I see her looking at me, boys, Wherever I turn my head; Out of the big oak tree, boys, Out of the garden bed, And the lily as pale as she, boys, And the rose that used to be red. There's something not right, boys, But I think it's not in my head, I've kept my precious sight, boys,— The Lord be hallowéd! Outside and in The ground is cold to my tread, The hills are wizen and thin, The sky is shrivell'd and shred, The leaves are open and spread, And the eyes of a dead man's head. There's nothing but cinders and sand, The rat and the mouse have fed, And the summer's empty and cold; Over valley and wold Wherever I turn my head There's a mildew and a mould, And Tommy's dead. What am I staying for, boys? Since wife and I were wed, She was always sweet, boys, She knew she'd never see't, boys, For he'd come home, he said, Put the shutters up, boys, For my eyes are heavy as lead; I don't care to sup, boys, I'm not right, I doubt, boys, I shall nevermore be stout, boys, The prayers are all said, The stairs are too steep, boys, I'm not used to kiss, boys, You may shake my hand instead. And I'll rest my old head : SIDNEY DOBELL MY CHILD. I CANNOT make him dead: Is ever bounding round my study-chair: Yet, when my eyes, now dim With tears, I turn to him, The vision vanishes-he is not there! I walk my parlor floor, And through the open door I hear a footfall on the chamber stair; To give the boy a call; And then bethink me that he is not there! I thread the crowded street; With the same beaming eyes and color'd hair : Follow him with my eye, Scarcely believing that he is not there! I know his face is hid Closed are his eyes; cold is his forehead fair; O'er it in prayer I knelt; Yet my heart whispers that he is not there! I cannot make him dead! When passing by the bed, So long watch'd over with parental care, My spirit and my eye Seek it inquiringly, Before the thought comes that he is not there! When, at the cool, gray break |