Summer Wind, Other graces, Nursing it My old sorrow- Look, I set A wide door Thee before, And my casement open lay: Come, and blow my cares away. 3. Sunshine fair! That way: Shine and glitter, come and go; Pass me by, and leave me so. 4. And I whisper Y Linger over Her bright colour, O'er the ocean, Leave me, leave me, for I choose Still to clasp my grief. 5. Sunshine fair! Windy air! Nor forgetting, I will set I was rent Sun and wind, do what ye will; I sit looking backward still. Lucy, I say, had finished this song, and was sitting silent before the instrument, with her hands laid on the keys, which had just ceased the long-drawn sound, and again sunk into stillness. Two arms came round her from behind. She did not start. She was taken by but not with surprise. She was always with him in mood, if not in thought, and his bodily presence therefore overcame her only as a summer cloud. She leaned back into his embrace, and burst into tears. Then she would rise to look at him, and he let her go. She saw him rather ragged, rather dirty, quite of a doubtful exterior to the eye of the man who lives to be respectable, but her eye saw deeper. She looked into his face-the window of his being, and was satisfied. Truth shone there from the true light and fire within. He did not fall at her feet as once before. The redeemed soul stood and looked her in the face. He put out his arms once more, and she did not draw back. She knew that he was a man, that he was true, and she was his. And he knew, in the testimony thus given him, that the last low-brooding rims of the cloud of his shame had vanished from his heaven, and that a man may have sinned and yet be glad. He could give God thanks for the shame, whose oppression had led him to understand and hate the sin. For sin gives birth to shame, and in this child-bear ing is cleansed. Verily there is One, I repeat, who bringeth light out of darkness, good out of evil. It comes not of the evil, but out of the evil, because He is stronger than the evil; and He, not evil, is at the heart of the universe. Often and often yet in the course of his life, would Thomas have to be humbled, and disappointed. But not the less true was the glow of strength that now pervaded his consciousness. It was that this strength, along with a thousand other virtues, might be perfected, that the further trials were to come. It was true, so true that it was worth making fact. But my young reader, who delights in the emotion rather than in the being of love, will grumble at these meditations, and say, "Why don't you go on? why don't you tell us something more of their meeting?" I answer, "Because I don't choose to tell you more. There are many things, human things too, so sacred that they are better left alone. If you cannot imagine them, you don't deserve to have then described." We want a little more reticence as well as a great deal more openness in the world-the pulpit included. But "against stupidity the gods themselves are powerless."-Ah no! that is a heathen utterance. Let the stupid rage, and when they imagine, let it be vain things. The stupid, too, have a God that will slay their stupidity by the sword of his light. The time will come when even they will repent, not of their stupidity, for that they could not help, but of the arrogance of fancied knowledge that increased instead of diminishing it, and made them a thorn in the flesh of them that saw and would have opened their eyes. No doubt many of them that suppose they see, fancy it only in virtue of this same stupidity; but the end will solve all. Meantime the tares and the wheat must grow together, and there are plenty of intellectual tares that spring from the root of the moral tares, and will be separated with them. After a while, when their feelings were a little composed, Thomas began to tell Lucy all his adventures. In the middle, however, Mrs. Boxall returned. She had most opportunely been calling on a neighbour, and if Thomas had not learned this from Mr. Kitely, he would have sent for Lucy instead of going in as he did. They heard her voice in the shop. "Don't tell grannie anything about it yet," said Lucy. "She's much quieter in her mind now, and if we were to set her off again it would only do her harm. Anything certain she has a right to know, but I don't think she has a right to know all that you are trying to do for her. That is your business. But you mustn't mind how she behaves to you, Tom dear. She thinks you and your father all one in the affair." When the old lady entered she saw at a glance how things were going; but she merely gave a very marked sniff, and retreated to her chair by the window. She first seated herself, and then pro ceeded to take off her bonnet and shawl. But she could not keep silent long, and the beginning of speech as well as of strife is like the letting out of water. Thomas," she said-for people of her degree of education become more familiar in their address when they are angry-" is this room mine or yours?" "Grannie," said Lucy, "Thomas had nothing to do with it. He was away from home, I assure you, when-when-things went wrong." "Very convenient, no doubt, for both of you! It's nothing to you, so long as you marry him, of course. But you might have waited. The money would have been yours. But you'll have it all the sooner for marrying the man that turned your grandmother into the street. Well, well!-Only I won't sit here and see that scoundrel in my room." She rose as she spoke, though what she would or could have done she did not know herself. It was on Lucy's lips to say to her-"The room's mine, grannie, if you come to that, and I won't have my friend turned out of it." But she thought better of it, and taking Thomas's hand led him into the shop. Thereupon grannie turned to Widdles for refuge, not from the pain of Thomas's presence, but from the shame of her own behaviour, took him out of his cage, and handled him so roughly that one of the three wing feathers left on one side came off in her hand. The half of our ill-temper is often occasioned by annoyance at the other half. Thomas and Lucy finished their talk in a low voice, hidden in the leavy forest of books. Thomas told her all about it now; how he wanted to find the man Jack Stevens, and how Robins and he had followed him to Lisbon, and found him there and brought him home; how he had had to part with her ring as well as his own watch for money to start them in their search, and how even then they had had to work their passage to Lisbon and back. But if the representation she and Mr. Fuller had given him of the state of the case was correct, he said, there could be no doubt but Jack's testimony would reverse the previous decision, and grannie would have her own. "I can't help being rather sorry for it," concluded Tom; "for it'll come to you then, Lucy, I suppose, and you will hardly be able to believe that it was not for my own sake that I went after Jack Stevens. I've got him safe, and Robins too, at the Mermaid. But I can't be grand and give you up. If you were as rich as Miss Coutts, I couldn't give you up-though I should like to, almost, when I think of the money and my father." "Don't give me up, Tom, or I'll give you up, and that would be a bad job for me." Then they made it clear to each other that nothing was farther from the intention of either of them. "But what am I to do next, Lucy? You must tell me the law yers that conducted your side of the case." "I am afraid I can't ask him to do anything more." "Who's him, Lucy?" "Mr. Sargent." 66 He's a Sargent-Sargent-I think I have heard the name. barrister. If you are not satisfied with him, the firm you employed will speak to another." "He did everything, Thomas. But-" Lucy hesitated. Thomas saw that she was blushing. Perhaps it was the consciousness of his own unworthiness that made him jealous. 66 Oh, very well, Lucy! If you don't want to tell me, of course-" "Thomas! Thomas! Can't you trust me yet? I have trusted you, Thomas." He had the grace to feel ashamed of himself at once. "Forgive me, Lucy!" he said. I was wrong. Only I love you so!" 66 66 I will tell you all about it, Tom dear." 66 You shan't tell me a word about it. are we to do?" I can guess. But what "I will go and consult Mr. Morgenstern." "There is no time to lose." "Come with me to his office then at once. It is not far to Old Broad Street." They set out instantly, found Mr. Morgenstern, and put him in possession of the discovered evidence. He was delighted with the news." "We must find Sargent at once," he said. Lucy began to stammer out some objection. "Oh! I know all about that, Lucy," said he. " But this is no time for nonsense. In fact you would be doing the honest fellow a great wrong if you deprived him of the pleasure of gaining his case after all. Indeed he would feel that far more than your refusal of him. And quite right too. Sargent will be delighted. It will go far to console him, poor fellow." "But will it be right of me to consent to it?" asked Thomas, with hesitation. "It is a mere act of justice to him," said Mr. Morgenstern ;" and, excuse me, I don't see that you have any right to bring your feelings into the matter. Besides, it will give Mrs. Boxall the opportunity of making him what return she ought. It will be a great thing for him-give him quite a start in his profession, of which he is not a little in want. I will go to him at once," concluded Mr. Morgenstern, taking his hat. |