nery, (and the pleasure of aping an Heraclitus to the family, while I am a Democritus among my private friends,) or I want nothing that the old peer can leave me. Wherefore

then should grief sadden and distort such blythe, such jocund, features as mine?

But as for thine, were there murder committed in the street, and thou wert but passing by, the murderer even in sight, the pursuers would quit him, and lay hold of thee: and thy very looks would hang, as well as apprehend thee.

But one word to business, Jack.

Whom dealest thou with for thy blacks?-Wert thou well used?—I shall want a plaguy parcel of them. For I intend to make every soul of the family mourn-outside, if not in.

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LETTER X.

MR. LOVELACE, TO JOHN BELFORD, ESQ.

June 23, Friday Morning.

WENT out early this morning, on a design that I know not yet whether I shall or shall not pursue; and on my return found Simon Parsons, my Lord's Berkshire bailiff, (just before arrived,) waiting for me with a message in form, sent by all the family, to press me to go down, and that at my Lord's particular desire, who wants to see me before

he dies.

Simon has brought my Lord's chariot-and-six, [perhaps my own by this time,] to carry me down. I have ordered it to be in readiness by four to-morrow morn. ing. The cattle shall smoke for the delay; and by the

rest they'll have in the interim, will be better able to bear it.

I am still resolved upon matrimony, if my fair perverse will accept of me. But, if she will not- why then I must give an uninterrupted hearing, not to my conscience, but to these women below.

Dorcas had acquainted her lady with Simon's arrival and errand. My beloved had desired to see him. But my coming in prevented his attendance on her, just as Dorcas was instructing him what questions he should not answer to, that might be asked of him.

I am to be admitted to her presence immediately, at my repeated request. Surely the acquisition in view will help me to make up all with her. She is just gone up to the dining-room.

NOTHING will do, Jack!-I can procure no favour from her, though she has obtained from me the point which she had set her heart upon.

us.

I will give thee a brief account of what passed between

I first proposed instant marriage; and this in the most fervent manner: but was denied as fervently.

Would she be pleased to assure me that she would stay here only till Tuesday morning? I would but just go down and see how my Lord was-to know whether he had any thing particular to say, or enjoin me, while yet he was sensible, as he was very earnest to see me perhaps I might be up on Sunday.--Concede in something!-I beseech you, Madam, show me some little consideration.

Why, Mr. Lovelace, must I be determined by your motions?Think you that I will voluntarily give a sanc

tion to the imprisonment of my person? Of what importance to me ought to be your stay or your return.

Give a sanction to the imprisonment of your person! Do you think, Madam, that I fear the law?

I might have spared this foolish question of defiance: but my pride would not let me. I thought she threatened me, Jack.

I don't think you fear the law, Sir.-You are too brave to have any regard either to moral or divine sanctions.

'Tis well, Madam! But ask me any thing I can do to oblige you; and I will oblige you, though in nothing will you oblige me.

Then I ask you, then I request of you, to let me go to Hampstead.

I paused-And at last-By my soul you shall-this very moment I will wait upon you, and see you fixed there, if you'll promise me your hand on Thursday, in presence of your uncle.

I want not you to see me fixed. I will promise nothing. Take care, Madam, that you don't let me see that I can have no reliance upon your future favour.

I have been used to be threatened by you, Sir-but I will accept of your company to Hampstead-I will be ready to go in a quarter of an hour-my clothes may be sent after me.

You know the condition, Madam-Next Thursday.
You dare not trust--

My infinite demerits tell me, that I ought not-nevertheless I will confide in your generosity.-To-morrow morning (no new cause arising to give reason to the contrary) as early as you please you may go to Hampstead.

This seemed to oblige her. But yet she looked with a face of doubt.

I will go down to the women, Belford. And having no better judges at hand, will hear what they say upon my critical situation with this proud beauty, who has so insolently rejected a Lovelace kneeling at her feet, though making an earnest tender of himself for a husband, in spite of all his prejudices to the state of shackles.

LETTER XI.

MR. LOVELACE, TO JOHN BELFORD, ESQ.

JUST come from the women.

"Have I gone so far, and am I afraid to go farther ?— 'Have I not already, as it is evident by her behaviour, 'sinned beyond forgiveness ?—A woman's tears used to be ( to me but as water sprinkled on a glowing fire, which 6 gives it a fiercer and brighter blaze: What defence has ' this lady but her tears and her eloquence? She was be'fore taken at no weak advantage. She was insensible Had she been sensible, she

' in her moments of trial.
'must have been sensible.

So they say. The methods

• taken with her have augmented her glory and her pride. 'She has now a tale to tell, that she may tell with honour"

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to herself. No accomplice-inclination. She can look

6 me into confusion, without being conscious of so much as 'a thought which she need to be ashamed of.'

This, Jack, is the substance of the women's reasonings with me.

To which let me add, that the dear creature now sees the

necessity I am in to leave her. Detecting me is in her Head. My contrivances are of such a nature, that I must appear to be the most odious of men if I am detected on this side matrimony. And yet I have promised, as thou seest, that she shall set out to Hampstead as soon as she pleases in the morning, and that without condition on her side.

Dost thou ask, What I meant by this promise?

No new cause arising, was the proviso on my side, thou'lt remember. But there will be a new cause.

Suppose Dorcas should drop the promissory note given her by her lady? Servants, especially those who cannot read or write, are the most careless people in the world of written papers. Suppose I take it up?—at a time, too, that I was determined that the dear creature should be her own mistress?-Will not this detection be a new cause? -A cause that will carry with it against her the appearance of ingratitude!

That she designed it a secret to me, argues a fear of detection, and indirectly a sense of guilt. I wanted a pretence. Can I have a better?-If I am in a violent passion upon the detection, is not passion an universally-allowed extenuator of violence? Is not every man and wo man obliged to excuse that fault in another, which at times they find attended with such ungovernable effects in themselves?

The mother and sisterhood, suppose, brought to sit in judgment upon the vile corrupted-the least benefit that must accrue from the accidental discovery, if not a pretence for perpetration, [which, however, may be the case,] an excuse for renewing my orders for her detention till my return from M. Hall, [the fault her own,] and for keeping 2 stricter watch over her than before; with direction to