His prudence half resisted, half obey'd, And scorn kept still the guardians of the maid: Cecilia never on the subject spoke, The most repining of repenting men; And his affections in her languor freeze; "Fool! to be taken by a rosy cheek, And eyes that cease to sparkle or to speak; Fool! for this child my freedom to resign, When one the glory of her sex was mine; While from this burthen to my soul I hide, To think what Fate has dealt, and what denied. "What fiend possess'd me when I tamely gave My forced assent to be an idiot's slave? Doleful she sits, her children at her knees, And gives up all her feeble powers to please; Whom I, unmoved, or moved with scorn, behold, Melting as ice, as vapid and as cold." 'Such was his fate, and he must yet endure The self-contempt that no self-love can cure: Some business call'd him to a wealthy town When unprepared for more than Fortune's frown; There at a house he gave his luckless name, But look'd around, as if retreat to seek : That seem'd to say, "Unhappy man, adieu!" Thus will it be when man permits a vice First to invade his heart, and then entice; When wishes vain and undefined arise, And that weak heart deceive, seduce, sur prise; When evil Fortune works on Folly's side, And rash Resentment adds a spur to Pride; Then life's long troubles from those actions come, In which a moment may decide our doom.' Nor, save by his fair life, to charge so strong replied. Still, though he bade them not on aught rely That was their own, but all their worth deny, They call'd his pure advice his cold morality; And though he felt that earnestness and zeal, That made some portion of his hearers feel, Nay, though he loved the minds of men to lead To the great points that form the Christian's creed, Still he offended, for he would discuss Points that to him seem'd requisite for us; But to a Christian higher points belong.' Yet Jacques proceeded, void of fear and shame, In his old method, and obtain'd the name Not as their guide, indeed, but as their friend: But to convince them that they now were right, And to assert that justice will condemn Him Richard heard, and by his friendly aid Love reads unsated all that love inspires, When most indulged, indulgence still requires; Look what the corners, what the crossings tell, And lifts each folding for a fond farewell. George saw and smiled- To lovers we allow All this o'erflowing, but a husband thou! A father too; can time create no change? Married, and still so foolish ?—very strange! What of this wife or mistress is the art ? 'The simple truth, my brother, to impart, Her heart, whene'er she writes, feels writing to a heart.' 'Fortune, dear Richard, is thy friend-a wife Like thine must soften every care of life, And all its woes-I know a pair, whose lives Run in the common track of men and wives; And half their worth, at least, this pair would give Could they like thee and thy Matilda live. They were, as lovers, of the fondest kind, With no defects in manner or in mind; In habit, temper, prudence, they were those Whom, as examples, I could once propose; Now this, when married, you no longer trace, But discontent and sorrow in the place : Their pictures, taken as the pair I saw In a late contest, I have tried to draw; 'Tis but a sketch, and at my idle time I put my couple in the garb of rhyme: Thou art a critic of the milder sort, And thou wilt judge with favour my report. Let me premise, twelve months have flown away, Swiftly or sadly, since the happy day. 'Let us suppose the couple left to spend Some hours without engagement or a friend; And be it likewise on our mind impress'd, They pass for persons happy and at rest; Their love by Hymen crown'd, and all their prospects bless'd. 'Love has slow death and sudden: wretches prove That fate severe-the sudden death of love; The natural death; but doubtless there are some Who struggle hard, when they perceive it come; HENRY AND EMMA. E. O that is now so cool, and with a That sharpens insult-I detest the style; In short, when I was present you could see Sing, speak, or write, and you your sense Of my poor taste-my words are not correct; Some error you will seek, some blunder will E. Well, my good sir, I shall contend no And what can such dissatisfaction prove? more; But, O! the vows you made, the oaths you swore H. To love you always :--I confess it true; And do I not? If not, what can I do? Moreover think what you yourself profess'd, And then the subject may for ever rest. E. Yes, sir, obedience I profess'd; I know You may remember-it is not so long Do you remember how you used to hang Upon my looks? your transports when I sang? I play'd-you melted into tears; I moved— A time when Emma reign'd, a time when You recollect? H. I tell you, Henry, you have ceased to love. When all around them gay or glorious seem'd, Young love and infant life no more could give-- They said but half, when they exclaim'd, All was so light, so lovely, so serene, Such was our fate, my charmer! we were A wandering pair, by roguish Cupid bound; There was that purple light of love, that That ardent passions in their growth assume, I sought to praise thee, and I felt disdain light All loved of thee grew lovely in my sight; Sweet influence not its own in every place Was found, and there was found in all things grace; Thy shrubs and plants were seen new bloom to bear, Not the Arabian sweets so fragrant were, Nor Eden's self, if aught with Eden might compare. You went the church-way walk, you reach'd the farm, And gave the grass and babbling springs a charm ; Crop, whom you rode,-sad rider though you be, Thenceforth was more than Pegasus to me: Alas! my love, we married, and it broke! Yet no deceit or falsehood stain'd my breast, What I asserted might a saint attest; Fair, dear, and good thou wert, nay, fairest, dearest, best: Nor shame, nor guilt, nor falsehood I avow, But 'tis by heaven's own light I see thee now; And if that light will all those glories chase, 'Tis not my wish that will the good replace. E. O sir, this boyish tale is mighty well, But 'twas your falsehood that destroy'd the spell : Speak not of nature, 'tis an evil mind That makes you to accustom'd beauties blind; The good we have, by grief for that we lose; You seek the faults yourself, and then com- 'Tis you yourself the disappointment make. plain you find. H. And I alone?-O! Emma, when I pray'd For grace from thee, transported and afraid, Did she not all her sex's arts pursue, Did not the woman deign to wear a cloak? A cloak she wore, or, though not clear my No more beheld that water, falling, flow Through the green fern that there delights sight, I might have seen her-Think you not I might? E. O! this is glorious!-while your passion lives, To the loved maid a robe of grace it gives; And then, unjust! beholds her with surprise, Unrobed, ungracious, when the passion dies. H. For this, my Emma, I to Heaven appeal, I felt entirely what I seem'd to feel; Mean these reproaches that I wore a mask? H. I will obey you-When you seem'd to feel Those books we read, and praised them with such zeal, Approving all that certain friends approved, Was it the pages, or the praise you loved? Nay, do not frown-I much rejoiced to find Such early judgment in such gentle mind; But, since we married, have you deign'd to look On the grave subjects of one favourite book? Or have the once-applauded pages power T'engage their warm approver for an hour? Nay, hear me further-When we view'd that dell, Where lie those ruins-you must know it well When that worn pediment your walk delay'd, And the stream gushing through the arch decay'd; When at the venerable pile you stood, to grow. Once more permit me- -Well, I know, you feel For suffering men, and would their sufferings heal, But when at certain huts you chose to call, And hush'd to slumber on my Emma's breast! Hush'd be each rude suggestion!-Well I know, With a free hand your bounty you bestow; Though rich, is faulty if he over-rates But doubly shines the worth that stands so well. E. O precious are you all, and prizes too, Or could we take such guilty pains for you? Believe it not-As long as passion lasts, A charm about the chosen maid it casts; And the poor girl has little more to do Than just to keep in sight as you pursue: Chance to a ruin leads her; you behold, And straight the angel of her taste is told; Chance to a cottage leads you, and you trace A virtuous pity in the angel's face ; She reads a work you chance to recommend, And likes it well-at least, she likes the friend; But when it chances this no more is done, She has not left one virtue-No! not one! But be it said, good sir, we use such art, Is it not done to hold a fickle heart, And fix a roving eye?-Is that design Shameful or wicked that would keep you mine? |