So, should you deign to take this worthless hand, Far as he dared, his Nephew this way led, And told his tales of lasses rashly wed, Told them as matters that he heard,' He knew Be sure, dear Patty, 'tis at his command.' 'Patty, my love! the will of God, 'tis plain, Unask'd I will not of your purpose tell, 6 'Lie! Patty, no, indeed, Your downright lying never will succeed! A better way our prudence may devise, Than such unprofitable things as lies. Yet, a dependant, if he would not starve, The way through life must with discretion carve, And, though a lie he may with pride disdain, He must not every useless truth maintain. If one respect to these fond men would show, Conceal the facts that give them pain to know; While all that pleases may be placed in view, And if it be not, they will think it true.' The humble Patty dropp'd a silent tear, And said, 'Indeed, 'tis best to be sincere.' James answer'd not-there could be no reply To what he would not grant, nor could deny: But from that time he in the maiden saw What he condemn'd; yet James was kept in awe; He felt her virtue, but was sore afraid Women are weak, and Patty, though the best or true; One must confess that girls are apt to dote The girl's whole store, if he can gain her hand: I need her now-You'll come another day.' The Uncle now to his last bed confined, And James indulged his musings-on the Will. This in due time was read, and Patty saw She would have thought it cruel and unjust. James to the Will his every thought confined, And found some parts that vex'd his sober mind. He, getting much, to angry thoughts gave way, For the poor pittance that he had to pay, With Patty's larger claim. Save these alone, The weeping heir beheld the whole his own; Yet something painful in his mind would dwell, 'It was not likely, but was possible: '— No-Fortune lately was to James so kind, He was determined not to think her blind : 'She saw his merit, and would never throw His prospects down by such malicious blow.' Patty, meanwhile, had quite enough betray'd Of her own mind to make her James afraid If all should fail, he, though of schemes bereft, Might leave her yet!-They fail'd, and she was left. Poor Patty bore it with a woman's mind, And with an angel's, sorrowing and resign'd. Ere this in secret long she wept and pray'd, Long tried to think her lover but delay'd The union, once his hope, his prayer, his pride; She could in James as in herself confide: The ungrateful cancel what the just discharge; accuse. Thus Patty finds her bosom's claims denied, For maiden pride would not the wretch pursue: She sigh'd to find him false, herself so good and true. Now all his fears, at least the present, still,He talk'd, good man! about his uncle's will,'All unexpected,' he declared,—' surprised Was he and his good uncle ill-advised: He no such luck had look'd for, he was the shot But claim like this the angry James denied, We fought an hour; and then there came would do Avow'd his right, and fee'd his lawyer too: To gain a part James used a milder tone; At last he reign'd: to James a large bequest Was frankly dealt; the Seaman had the rest Save a like portion to the gentle Niece, The merry Seaman much the maid ap prov'd, Nor that alone-he like a seaman loved; Loved as a man who did not much complain, Loved like a sailor, not a sighing swain; Had heard of wooing maids, but knew not how 'Lass, if you love me, prithee tell me now,' Was his address-but this was nothing cold'Tell if you love me;' and she smiled and told. He bought her presents, such as sailors buy, Glittering like gold, to please a maiden's eye, And so, you see, they were ashamed to run; That struck me here-a man must take his lot; A minute after, and the Frenchman struck : 6 Not but that time would come when she must prove That men are men, no matter how they love: ' And she has prov'd it; for she finds her man As kind and true as when their loves began. James is unhappy; not that he is poor, But, having much, because he has no more; Because a rival's pleasure gives him pain; Because his vices work'd their way in vain; And, more than these, because he sees the smile Of a wrong'd woman pitying man so vile. He sought an office, serves in the excise, And every wish, but that for wealth, denies ; Wealth is the world to him, and he is worldly 575 TALE XXII. PREACHING AND PRACTICE I P. WHAT I have ask'd are questions that relate To those once known, that I might learn their fate. This wealthy Uncle ;-who could mix with them Whom his strong sense and feeling must condemn, And in their follies his amusement find, But there was ONE, whom though I scarcely A youth like this, with much we must reprove, knew, Much do I wish to learn his fortunes too. Like our Prince Hal, his company he chose He was not, rumour said, their victim-dupe. His mother's Sister was a maiden prim, Pious and poor, and much in debt to him. This she repaid with volumes of reproof, And sage advice, till he would cry Enough!' His father's Brother no such hints allow'd, Peevish and rich, and insolent and proud, Of stern, strong spirit: Him the Youth withstood, see.' Upbraid not, Uncle! till I beg of thee.' 'Oh! thou wilt run to ruin and disgrace.' 'What! and so kind an Uncle in the place?' 'Nay, for I hold thee stranger to my blood.' 'Then must I treat thee as a stranger would: For if you throw the tie of blood aside, You must the roughness of your speech abide.' 'What! to your father's Brother do you give A challenge?-Mercy! in what times we live!' Now, I confess, the youth who could supply Thus that poor Spinster, and could thus defy Had something still to win esteem and love. So much, that you would know the man again? Survey these features-see if nothing there May old impressions on your mind repair! Is there not something in this shattered frame Like to thatP. No not like it, but the same; That eye so brilliant, and that smile so gay, Are lighted up, and sparkle through decay. But may I question? Will you that allow ? There was a difference, and there must be now; And yet, permitted, I would gladly hear What must have pass'd in many a troubled year. F. Then hear my tale; but I the price demand; That understood, I too must understand Thy wanderings through, or sufferings in the land; And, if our virtues cannot much produce, Perhaps our errors may be found of use. To all the wealth my Father's care laid by, I added wings, and taught it how to fly. To him that act had been of grievous sight, But he survived not to behold the flight. Strange doth it seem to grave and sober minds; How the dear vice the simple votary blinds, So that he goes to ruin smoothly on, And scarcely feels he's going, till he's gone. I had made over, in a lucky hour, Funds for my Aunt, and placed beyond my power: The rest was flown, I speak it with remorse, And now a pistol seem'd a thing in course. But though its precepts I had not obey'd, Thoughts of my Bible made me much afraid Of such rebellion, and though not content, I must live on when life's supports were spent; Nay, I must eat, and of my frugal Aunt Must grateful take what gracious she would grant; And true, she granted, but with much dis course; Oh! with what words did she her sense enforce ! Great was her wonder, in my need that I Should on the prop myself had raised rely— I, who provided for her in my care, 'Must be assured how little she could spare ! I stood confounded, and with angry tone, With rage and grief, that blended oath and groan, I fled her presence-yet I saw her air Of resignation, and I heard her prayer; 'Now Heaven,' she utter'd, ' make his burden light!' And I, in parting, cried, 'Thou hypocrite!' But I was wrong-she might have meant to pray; Though not to give her soul-her cash-away. Of course, my Uncle would the spendthrift shun; So friends on earth I now could reckon none. To pluck the crab, the bramble, and the sloe, Have you, like school-boy, mingling play and toil, Dug for the ground-nut, and enjoy'd the spoil? Or chafed with feverish hand the ripening wheat, Resolved to fast, and yet compelled to eat? Say, did you this, and drink the crystal spring, And think yourself an abdicated king, Driv'n from your state by a rebellious race? And in your pride contending with disgrace, Could you your hunger in your anger lose, 'Thus will I live,' I cried,' nor more return Thus was I reasoning, when at length there came A gift, a present, but without a name. Still I wrought on; again occurred the day, And then the same addition to my pay. Then, lo! another Friend, if not the same, For that I knew not, with a message cameCanst keep accounts?' the man was pleased to ask 'I could not cash!--but that the harder task.' 'Yet try,' he said; and I was quickly brought, To Lawyer Snell, and in his office taught. Not much my pay, but my desires were less, And I for evil days reserved th' excess. Such day occurr'd not: quickly came there one, When I was told my present work was done : |