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CHAPTER XXVI. THE NINGPO IS LOST.

GUILD COURT.

Lucy was so full of Mattie and what Mr. Fuller had said that she told Mrs. Morgenstern all about After the lesson it before Miriam had her lesson. was over, Mrs. Morgenstern, who had, contrary to her custom, remained in the room all the time, said "Well, Lucy, I have been thinking about it, and It's I think I have arranged it all very nicely. clear to me that the child will go out of her mind if she goes on as she's doing. Now, I don't think Miriam has been quite so well as usual, and she has not been out of London since last August. Couldn't you take her down to St. Leonard's-or I dare say you would like Hastings better? You can go on with your lessons there all the same, and take little Mattie with you."

"But what will become of my grandmother?" said Lucy.

"She can go with you, can't she? I could ask her to go and take care of you. It would be much better for you to have her, and it makes very little difference to me, you know."

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Thank you very much," returned Lucy, "but I fear my grandmother will not consent to it. I will try her, however, and see what can be done. Thank you a thousand times, dear Mrs. Morgenstern. Wouldn't you like to go to Hastings, Miriam ?”

Miriam was delighted at the thought of it, and Lucy was not without hopes that if her grandmother would not consent to go herself, she would at least Leaving Mattie out of view, she wish her to go. would be glad to be away from Thomas for a while, for, until he had done as he ought, she could not feel happy in his presence; and she made up her mind that she would write to him very plainly when she was away -perhaps tell him positively that if he would not end it, she must. I say perhaps, for ever as she approached the resolution, the idea of the poor lad's helpless desertion arose before her, and she recoiled from abandoning him. Nothing more could be determined, however, until she saw her grandmother.

But as she was going out she met Mr. Sargent in the hall. He had come to see her.

This very morning the last breath of the crew and passengers of the Ningpo had bubbled up in the newspapers; and all the world who cared to know it knew the fact, that the vessel had been dashed to pieces upon a rock of the Cape Verde Islands; all hands and passengers supposed to be lost. This the underwriters knew a few hours before. Now it was known to Mr. Stopper and Mr. Worboise, both of whom it concerned even more than the underwriters. Mr. Stopper's first feeling was one of dismay, for the articles of partnership had not been completed before Mr. Boxall sailed. Still as he was the only person who understood the business, he trusted in any case to make his position good, especially if he was right in imagining that old Mrs. Boxall must now be heirat-law a supposition which he scarcely allowed himself to doubt. Here, however, occurred the thought of Thomas. He had influence there, and that influence would be against him, for had he not insulted

him? This he could not help yet. He would wait
for what might turn up.

What Mr. Worboise's feelings were when first he
read the paragraph in the paper I do not know, nor
whether he had not an emotion of justice, and an in-
clination to share the property with Mrs. Boxall.
But I doubt whether he very clearly recognized the
existence of his friend's mother. In his mind pro-
bably her subjective being was thinned by age, little
-a shadow of the non-Elysian sort, living only in
regard, and dependence, into a thing of no account
the waste places of human disregard. He certainly
knew nothing of her right to any property in the
sure he became more ambitious for his son, in whom
possession of her son. Of one of his feelings only am I
he had a considerable amount of the pride of paternity.
Mrs. Boxall was the last to hear anything of the
matter. She did not read the newspapers, and, accus-
had not even begun to look
tomed to have sons at sea,
for news of the Ningpo.

"Ah, Miss Burton," said Mr. Sargent, "I am just
in time. I thought perhaps you would not be gone
yet. Will you come into the garden with me for a
few minutes? I won't keep you long."

Lucy hesitated. Mr. Sargent had of late, on several
was quite pleasant to her, because, with the keenest
occasions, been more confidential in his manner than
dislike to false appearances, she yet could not take
He saw her hesitation, and
his intentions for granted, and tell him that she was
engaged to Thomas.
hastened to remove it.

"I only want to ask you about a matter of busi-
Mr. Sargent knew something of Mr. Wither, who
ness," he said. "I assure you I won't detain you."
had very "good connexions," and was indeed a
favourite in several professional circles; and from
him he had learned all about Lucy's relations, without
even alluding to Lucy herself, and that her uncle and
whole family had sailed in the Ningpo. Anxious to
unprotected condition, some advantage should be
do what he could for her, and fearful lest, in their
his services to Lucy, not without a vague feeling
taken of the two women, he had made haste to offer
that he ran great risk of putting himself in the false
position of a fortune-hunter by doing so, and heartily
abusing himself for not having made more definite
advances before there was any danger of her becoming
an heiress; for although a fortune was a most de-
he wished to marry, he was above marrying for
sirable thing in Mr. Sargent's position, especially if
money alone, and in the case of Lucy, with whom
he had fallen in love-just within his depth, it must
be confessed-while she was as poor as himself, he was
especially jealous of being unjustly supposed to be in
what a help the fortune would be to him, made him
pursuit of her prospects. Possibly the consciousness of
Still he would not omit the opportunity of
even more sensitive than he would otherwise have
been.
being useful to the girl, trusting that his honesty
would, despite of appearances, manifest itself suffi-
ciently to be believed in by so honest a nature as
Lucy Burton.

"Have you heard the sad news?" he said, as soon as they were in the garden.

"No," answered Lucy, without much concern; for she did not expect to hear anything about ICAL

Thomas.

"If it were a business matter, there is no one I would more willingly-ask to help us; but as you say it is a matter of friendship, I must refuse your kindness."

Mr. Sargent was vexed with himself, and dis"I thought not. It is very sad. The Ningpo is appointed with her. He supposed that she had mislost." interpreted his motives. Between the two, he was driven to a sudden unresolved action of appeal.

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Lucy was perplexed. She knew the name of her uncle's vessel; but for a moment she did not associate the name with the thing. In a moment, however, something of the horror of the fact reached her. She did not cry, for her affections had no great part in any one on board of the vessel, but she turned very pale. And not a thought of the possible interest she might have in the matter crossed her mind. She had never associated good to herself with her uncle or any of his family.

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"How dreadful!" she murmured. "My poor cousins! What they must all have gone through! Are they come home?"

'They are gone home," said Mr. Sargent, significantly. "There can be little doubt of that, I fear." "You don't mean they're drowned ?" she said, turning her white face on him, and opening her eyes wide.

"It is not absolutely certain; but there can be little doubt about it.”

He did not show her the paragraph in the Times, though the paper was in his pocket: the particulars were too dreadful.

"Are there any other relations but your grandmother and yourself?" he asked, for Lucy remained silent.

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"Miss Burton," he said, for God's sake, do not misunderstand me, and attribute to mercenary motives the offer I make only in the confidence that you will not do me such an injustice.”

Lucy was greatly distressed. Her colour went and came for a few moments, and then she spoke. "Mr. Sargent, I am just as anxious that you should understand me; but I am in a great difficulty, and have to throw myself on your generosity."

She paused again, astonished to find herself making a speech. But she did not pause long.

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'I refuse your kindness," she said, "only because I am not free to lay myself under such obligation to you.-Do not ask me to say more," she added, finding that he made no reply.

But if she had looked in his face, she would have seen that he understood her perfectly. Honest disappointment and manly suffering were visible enough on his countenance. But he did not grow ashy pale, as some lovers would at such a and utterance. He would never have made, under any circumstances, a passionate lover, though an honest and true one; for he was one of those balanced natures which are never all in one thing at once. Hence the very moment he received a shock was the moment in which he began to struggle for victory. Something called to him, as Una to the Red-Cross Knight when face to face with the serpent Error

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"But you must be his heirs-at-law. Will you allow me to make inquiry to do anything that may be necessary, for you? Don't misunderstand me," he added, pleadingly. "It is only as a friend-what I have been for a long time now, Lucy." Lucy scarcely hesitated before she answered, with away. a restraint that appeared like coldness→→→→

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“Thank you, Mr. Sargent. The business cannot in any case be mine. It is my grandmother's, and I can, and will, take no hand in it."

Without another word, he lifted his hat and went

Lucy hastened home full of distress at the thought of her grandmother's grief, and thinking all the way how she could convey the news with least of a shock; but when she entered the room, she found her already

"Will you say to your grandmother that I am at in tears, and Mr. Stopper seated by her side comforther service?"

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IN AFFECTIONATE REMEMBRANCE OF

JOHN WILLIAM SPENCER, EARL BROWNLOW.

APPARELLED richly in presence of the Gods,
With crown upon his brow, the old Greek stood,
And offered up his soul at sacrifice :'

Even then the tidings came," Thy Son is dead!"
They saw the sharp words pierce him, through and
through,

The firm lip quiver, and the face grow white:
They saw the strong man tremble to the knees:,
Slowly the big drops gathered in his eyes;
Slowly he took the crown from off his head,
And let it fall to the ground, as one who feels""
Heart-broke all over-for his pride of life
Hath faded, and his strength is spilled in dust. "I

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All jubilant upon the hills of God.

This gloom we feel, this mourning that we wear,
Is but the shadow of his lordlier height.
Why should we weep, who have another friend
In Heaven, another tie to draw us Home,

A firmer foothold in the Infinite,

Another voice to greet us thro' the Void?.
The dearest souls, you know, must part in sleep,
And death is but a little longer night.

A little while, and we shall wake to find
Our lost ones with us hand-in-hand, and feel
All years of yearning summed up in a kiss.
Why should we fear the grave? It is the bed
Where the King lay in state, with angels round,
And hallowed it for evermore to us.
Why should we fear the grave? It is the way
The Conqueror went, and made the very dust
Grow starry with the sparkle of His splendour,
And left the darkness conscious of His presence.
Thro' His dear love who hath abolished death,
We may shut up our graveyards of the heart,

But when the Messenger went on to tell
The exulting story, how the valiant youth
Had lost a life to win a country's love;
How bravely he had borne him in the battle:
How well he fought, how gloriously he fell;
The weeping father put his war-look on,
And rose up with the stature of his soul-
All his life listening at the hungry ear;
His eyes burned with the splendour of quenched That look'd so grim of old, and plant anew
tears!

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He stooped and picked the crown up from the ground;
With pillared chin firm-set, and brave mouth clenched,
In calm resolve to bear, and on his face.
A smile as if of sword-light, he arose;
Gently replaced it on his brow, and wore
It proudly, as the visible symbol of

That other awful crown, which darkened down.

So, when the word came that our friend was dead,
We bowed beneath the burden of our loss,

This Garden of our God to smile with flowers.

Why do we shrink so from Eternity?
We are in Eternity, from Birth, not Death!
Eternity is not beyond the stars-

Some far Hereafter it is Here, and Now!
The Kingdom of Heaven is Within, so near
We do not see it, save by spirit-sight..
We shut our eyes in prayer, and we are there
In thought; and thoughts are spirit-things;
Realities upon the other side.

And could have straightway grovelled, prone in dust; In death we close our eyelids once for all,

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But thinking of the happy death he died,
And thinking of the holy life he lived,
And knowing he was one of those that soon
Attain their starry stature, and are crowned,
We were up-borne from earth, as if on wings:
A sun-burst in the soul dried up the tears:
For his dear sake, we could afford to smile.
Why should we weep, when 'tis so well with him?,
Our Loss even cannot measure his great Gain!
Why should we mourn when death is but a mask.
Through which we know the face of Life beyond?
For such a vestal soul as his, so pure,
We almost saw the angel shining through,
"Twas but a step from out our muddy street
Of earth, on to the pavement all of pearl!
Why should we weep? We do not bury Love.
Death emptieth the House, but not the Heart-
That keeps its darlings safe, tho' out of sight.
tho' out of sigh

Let us uplift the eyelids of the mind,
To see the living Love who dwelt awhile
In that frail body, now an Angel of Light,

To pass for ever, and seem far away.
And yet the distance does not lie in death:
Death's not the only door of spirit-world,
Nor Visibility sole sign of Presence!
The Near or Far is in our depth of Love,
And height of Life: we look Without, and find
Our Lost Ones are beyond all human reach:
We feel within, and lo! they are nestling near.
Flow soft, ye tears, adown my Lady's face,
And bathe the broken spirit with your balm,
And melt the cloud about her into drops
That glister with the light of Heaven's own smile.
She sorroweth not as those who have no hope:
Her House is not left loveless-desolate!
Oh, grief, lie lightly on my Lady's brow!
She gave her best of life in love for him:
A crown of glory wears the dear bowed head
That hath grown grey in noble sacrifice!
Ah me! I know the heart must have its way:
I know the ache of utter loneliness;

The silence, never broken by a sound

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We still keep listening for-the spirit's loss
Of its old clinging place, that makes our life
A dead leaf, drifting desolately free-
The many thousand things we had to say;
And on the dear still face that hushing look,
As if the sweet life-music yet went on,
Though too far off for hearing (as it doth).
Thrice have I wrestled, and been thrown by Death:
Thrice have I given my dear ones to the Grave.
And yet I know-see it, in spite of tears-
These are His ways to draw us nearer Him,
And we must climb by pathways of the cloud.

O Lady! let mine be the songbird's part,
That singeth after rain, and shakes the wet

Down, with his thrillings, from the drooping spray,
And sets it softly springing nigher heaven,

But, gentle as he was, how gallantly
He bore his suffering-kept the worst from sight!
How freely would he spend his little hoard
Of saved-up strength, with spirit lordly and blithe,
To enrich a welcome and make gladder cheer!
He had the heroic flash of English blood:
And to the poor he was all tender heart.
The very last time that he talked with me,
His trouble was to know how poor folks live
Upon so small a pittance, and he sighed
For life, for strength to do more than he could;
And in his kingly eyes great sadness reigned.
Indeed, indeed, as the old poet saith,
He was a very perfect gentle knight.

To me his life is like the innocent flower
That springs up for the light and spreads for love,

That smiles out 'twixt the clouds with gladdest blue! Breathes fragrantly in gratitude to God,

What did we ask, with all our love for him,
But just a little breath of fuller life

To float the labouring lungs? and God hath sent
Him Life itself; full, everlasting life!
What did we pray for? rest, even for a night,
That he might rise with sleep's most golden dews
Refreshed, and feel the morning in his soul?
And God hath given him His eternal rest.
We could not offer freedom for one hour
From that dread weight they bear, who try and try
For years and years
to shake Death's shadow off;
And God hath made him free for Evermore.

Before me hangs his picture on the wall,
Alive still with the loving, cordial eyes;
How tenderly their winsome lustre laughed!
The fine pale face pathetically sweet,

So thin with suffering, that it seemed all soul,
We feared the angels might be kissing it
Too often, and too wooingly for us:
The hands too exquisitely delicate,

That day by day were gliding from our grasp;
They used to make my heart ache many a time!

I see another picture now! the form

Ye sowed in weakness hath been raised in power,—
A palace of pleasure for the old prison of pain!
The same kind face, but changed and glorified.
In outer likeness of the indwelling love.
From life's unclouded summit it looks back
And sweetly smiles at all the sorrows past,
With such a look as taketh away grief:
No longer pale, and there is no more pain;
His face is rosed with Heaven's eternal bloom,
For he hath found the land of health at last,
The One Physician who can cure all ills;
And he hath eaten of the tree of life,
And felt immortal balms, in brain and breast,
Make lusty life that lightens forth in love.
I see we caught a glimpse, in many ways,
Of the blest shape his spirit weareth now.
A sweeter, nobler nature, could not breathe;
He was affection in the human form.

And in sweet odours passes from our sight.
But there's no jot of all his promise lost,
Each golden hint shall have fulfilment yet,
All that was heavenliest perfected in Heaven!
All the shy modesties of secret soul
That breathed like violets hidden in the dusk;
The folded fragrance, the unfingered bloom;
The unsunned riches of his rarer self,

Are shut up softly to be saved by Him
Who gave us of the Flower, but keeps the Fruit.
The best his life could grow on earth is given,
The rest can ripen till ye meet in heaven.

And, dear my Lady, little can we guess
What God hath planned for those he loves so well,
And beckons home so early to Himself.
May some full foretaste of his perfect peace
Fall on you, solacing with solemn joy.

Of such as he was, there be few on earth;
Of such as he is, there are many in heaven;
And Life is all the sweeter that he lived;
And Death is all the brighter that he died;
And Heaven is all the happier that he's there.

And 'tis so sweet to feel, as under-foot

The path slopes for the valley of Death's Shade,
Our best half landed in the better life-
The balance leaning on the other side-
And we are weaning kindly to leave go
Our hold of earth; and as the evening gloom
Gathers, to know our stars smile overhead-
Glad memories of Hesper gentleness-
Bright Phosphor-hopes that tell of coming day—
And death grows radiant with our Shining Ones.

Blessed are they whose treasures are in Heaven!
Their grief's so rich it needs no comforting.

Let us put on the robe of readiness;
The golden trumpet will be sounding soon
That bids us to the gathering in the Heavens!
Let us press forward to their summit of life
Who have won the regions of eternal rest,
And there is no more parting, no more pain.

GERALD MASSEY.

THE DISCIPLINE OF THE BODY.

DURING the last fifteen years, quite enough has been said about the sanctity of the body; and the protest against the strange fancy that we honour and please God by impoverishing, torturing, and marring the beauty of what He "curiously wrought," has run into extravagance. A few sensible men proclaimed war against the saintliness of physical weakness, filth, and suffering; and before long their wholesome doctrine was incessantly reiterated with all the passion of fanaticism in every part of the country; the new gospel found its way into innumerable sermons and lectures, into the columns of every newspaper and the pages of every popular magazine. "Great was the company of the preachers." The "tub" became a means of grace; and a clean skin the sure means of getting a clean heart. Volunteer regiments were addressed as though they were religious orders, destined to regenerate the moral life of the nation. Cricket, rowing, running, and jumping, were to do men more good than praying; and the "trainer" was to accomplish the work which the preacher and the philosopher had attempted in vain.

No doubt it is a very fine thing for a man to be able to walk forty miles a day, but that does not make him a saint. There is no virtue in being sickly; but neither, so far as I can see, is it the highest attribute of piety to have the digestion of an ostrich, or the lungs of a racehorse. Many a fool has had muscles of iron, and nerves of steel; and I imagine that it is even possible to be a member of the Alpine Club, and yet to break all the Commandments.

Still it is true that both the Jewish and the Christian Scriptures speak of our physical nature with honour. They never represent the body as the work of some inferior, and perhaps malignant deity, who so contrived it that we should be constantly tempted to sin. It is God's own handiwork-"fearfully and wonderfully made." It is the visible temple of the Holy Ghost-the only visible temple in which God has dwelt since the glory passed away from the inner sanctuary at Jerusalem. Death is not to destroy it. Sown in corruption, it is to be raised in incorruption; sown in weakness, it is to be raised in power. The Incarnation and the prophecy of the Resurrection have finally redeemed it from contempt. That God was manifest in the flesh is the fundamental article of the Christian creed; and when we listen to the desolate words, "dust to dust, ashes to ashes," we confidently believe that the time is coming when "all that are in the graves" shall hear the voice of the Son of God "and shall come forth;" that the gracious form and the kindly face have not vanished for ever; that the body, not the same flesh and blood indeed, but still the body which it has been pleasant for us to look upon on earth, will reappear among the shining splendours of heaven.

The body, therefore, with its instincts and wants, is not to be treated as the enemy of the soul, but as

its friend-a friend of inferior rank, but still a friend. It asks for warmth and clothing, food and shelter, and for ease and rest after labour; and it should have them all. Let men say what they will in praise of the celestial influence of hunger, whether voluntary or involuntary, it is difficult to see that hunger encourages any human virtue, or any Christian grace. As for a hard and severe life, as a rule it is probably as injurious to the intellect and the heart, as it certainly is to physical health and beauty. When the Apostles warned men against "fleshly lusts," there is no reason to suppose that they meant to require Christian people to live a life of discomfort and privation.

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But that it is necessary, if we are to live a pure and devout life, that we should firmly control our inferior instincts and passions, has been the common faith of all saints; and carelessness in the discipline of the body is, perhaps, the real cause of the miserably ignoble life of many Christian men. They have no strong and clear vision of God, no vivid anticipation of everlasting blessedness and purity. Their love for Christ smoulders like a half-extinguished fire -without heat, without brightness, without intensity. "Fleshly lusts" unsubdued are the true explanation of their moral weakness and spiritual sluggishness. If a man is conscious that his spiritual nature has no elasticity, that his religious life is dull and heavy, that his prayers have no heart in them, and his thanksgivings no rapture, that his Christian work is feeble and mechanical, a burden to himself and no blessing to others, let him ask whether the flesh has not mastered the spirit, and set himself vigorously to assert his freedom.

Let him ask himself, for instance, whether he would not be a better man if he drank less. It is not merely men who drink till they are drunk that are guilty of intemperance, there are many people who do what is perhaps worse than that. I have heard able medical men give it as their deliberate opinion that a man who gets drunk once a month receives less physical injury than a man who never loses self-command, but drinks habitually more than he ought. Which suffers most morally, it may be hard to determine. Unhappily, drinking which does not end in positive intoxication is regarded as innocent. The men who are guilty of it would resent even an implied censure on their excesses. They think they "live freely," but that they are blameless. Their friends become used to their habits; mere acquaintances say that they never seem very bright or active, but charge them with no sin; their own consciences are drugged into silence; but all moral nobleness and all lofty devotion inevitably disappear from their character. It will not do to speak of excessive drinking as a vice of which only the poor are guilty. No rank or culture exempts us from danger. Medical men have assured me again and again that in houses

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