"Who have no call to wander and transgress, "But very love of change and wantonness. "I prattle idly, while your letters wait, "And then my Lord has much that he would state, "All good to you-do clear that clouded face, "And with good looks your lucky lot embrace. "Now, mind that none with her divide your heart, "For she would die ere lose the smallest part; "And I rejoice that all has gone so well, "For who th' effect of Johnson's rage can tell? "He had his fears when you began to meet, "But I assured him there was no deceit : "He is a man who kindness will requite, "But injured once, revenge is his delight; "And he would spend the best of his estates "To ruin, goods and body, them he hates; "While he is kind enough when he approves "A deed that's done, and serves the man he loves: "Come, read your letters-I must now be gone, "And think of matters that are coming on." Henry was lost,-his brain confused, his soul Borne on by terror, he foreboding read Cecilia much had heard, and told him all That scandal taught " A servant at the Hall, "Or servant's daughter, in the kitchen bred, "Whose father would not with her mother wed, "Was now his choice! a blushing fool, the toy, "Or the attempted, both of man and boy; "More than suspected, but without the wit "Or the allurements for such creatures fit; "Not virtuous though unfeeling, cold as ice "And yet not chaste, the weeping fool of vice; Yielding, not tender; feeble, not refined; 66 "Her form insipid, and without a mind. "Rival! she spurn'd the word; but let him stay, "Warn'd as he was! beyond the present day, "Whate'er his patron might object to this, "The uncle-butler, or the weeping miss "Let him from this one single day remain, "And then return! he would to her, in vain ; "There let him then abide, to earn, or crave "Food undeserved! and be with slaves a slave." Had reason guided anger, govern'd zeal, "Unjust and cruel, insolent and proud!" He said, indignant, and he spoke aloud. "Butler! and servant! Gentlest of thy sex, "Thou wouldst not thus a man who loved thee vex; "Thou wouldst not thus to vile report give ear, "Nor thus enraged for fancied crimes appear; "I know not what, dear maid!-if thy soft smiles were here." And then, that instant, there appear'd the maid, In that weak moment, when disdain and pride, In this weak moment-" Wilt thou," he began, That evening all in fond discourse was spent, To think on what had past, to grieve and to repent: When now the young are rear'd, and when the old, Half hid in mist, that hung upon the fen; Took their short flights, and twitter'd on the lea; All these were sad in nature, or they took Not much remain'd; for money and my Lord And scorn kept still the guardians of the maid: She seem'd as one who from a dream awoke; Five years had pass'd, and what was Henry then? The most repining of repenting men; |