But in a season when the sharp east wind You need not fear-farewell! 'tis time to go.' 'In outward ills,' he cried, 'I rest assured To make his truths, his Gospel truths, appear; Send for that man; and if report be just, Make me thy friend, give comfort to mine I, like Cornelius, will the teacher trust; home; I have now symptoms that require thine aid, I think you may, but guarded from the cold, Now Gwyn a sultan bade affairs adieu, the ground, And men were coughing all the village round; But if deceiver, I the vile deceit To Doctor Mollet was the grief confess'd, While Gwyn the freedom of his mind express'd; Yet own'd it was to ills and errors prone, 'Like men deceive-I would be satisfied; was told : Alas!' the doctor said, 'how hard to hold These easy minds, where all impressions made At first sink deeply, and then quickly fade; For while so strong these new-born fancies reign, We must divert them, to oppose is vain : His little failings were a grain of pride, When Gwyn his message to the teacher sent, He fear'd his friends would show their discontent; And prudent seem'd it to th' attendant pair, No praise could blind him and no arts mis- And fair Rebecca was demure and shy; lead : To him the doctor made the wishes known Of his good patron, but conceal'd his own; He of all teachers had distrust and doubt, And was reserved in what he came about; Though on a plain and simple message sent, He had a secret and a bold intent: Their minds at first were deeply veil'd; disguise Form'd the slow speech, and op'd the eager eyes; Till by degrees sufficient light was thrown On every view, and all the business shown. Wisp, as a skilful guide who led the blind, Had powers to rule and awe the vapourish mind; But not the changeful will, the wavering fear to bind : And should his conscience give him leave to dwell With Gwyn, and every rival power expel The present guides of his new friend to trust; So to do good, (and why a duty shun, But by degrees the teacher's worth they knew, And were so kind, they seem'd converted too. Wisp took occasion to the nymph to say, 'You must be married: will you name the day? She smiled,—' 'Tis well; but should he not comply, Is it quite safe th' experiment to try ? '— 'My child,' the teacher said, 'who feels remorse, (And feels not he ?) must wish relief of course; And can he find it, while he fears the crime ?— You must be married; will you name the time ? ' Glad was the patron as a man could be, Yet marvell'd too, to find his guides agree; But what the cause?' he cried; ''tis genuine love for me.' Each found his part, and let one act describe The powers and honours of th' accordant tribe : A man for favour to the mansion speeds, Lo! now the change complete: the convert Gwyn Has sold his books, and has renounced his sin; Mollet his body orders, Wisp his soul, Save when his faith or feelings should with- No friends beside he needs, and none attend stand; There he must rest, sole judge of his affairs, While they might rule exclusively in theirs. Soul, body, and estate, has each a friend; And fair Rebecca leads a virtuous life— She rules a mistress, and she reigns a wife. TALE IV. PROCRASTINATION Heaven witness I have been to you a true and humble wife. When I did first impart my love to you, The leisure and the fearful time Farewell, Thou pure impiety, and impious purity, For thee I'll lock up all the gates of love. Much Ado about Nothing, Act iv, Scene 1. LOVE will expire, the gay, the happy dream Will turn to scorn, indiff'rence, or esteem: Some favour'd pairs, in this exchange, are bless'd, Nor sigh for raptures in a state of rest; Others, ill match'd, with minds unpair'd, repent At once the deed, and know no more content; The sweet disturber of unenvied rest: Rupert some comfort in his station saw, 6 And thus the pair, with expectations vain, Beheld the seasons change and change again : Meantime the nymph her tender tales perused, Where cruel aunts impatient girls refused; While hers, though teasing, boasted to be kind, And she, resenting, to be all resign'd. The dame was sick, and when the youth applied For her consent, she groan'd, and cough'd, and cried : Talk'd of departing, and again her breath Drew hard, and cough'd, and talk'd again of death: 'Here you may live, my Dinah ! here the boy Dinah had still some duty to attend ; That nothing seem'd exclusively their own; 'You now are young, and for this brief delay, And Dinah's care, what I bequeath will pay; All will be yours; nay, love, suppress that sigh; The kind must suffer, and the best must die: ' Then came the cough, and strong the signs it gave Of holding long contention with the grave. The view more clouded, that was never fair, When the sage widow Dinah's grief descried, She wonder'd much why one so happy sigh'd: Then bade her see how her poor aunt sustain'd The ills of life, nor murmur'd nor complain'd. To vary pleasures, from the lady's chest Were drawn the pearly string and tabby vest; Beads, jewels, laces, all their value shown, With the kind notice-They will be your own.' This hope, these comforts cherish'd day by day, To Dinah's bosom made a gradual way; Or whether av'rice, like the poison-tree,* grew And for the verses she was wont to send, Short was her prose, and she was Rupert's friend. Seldom she wrote, and then the widow's cough, And constant call, excused her breaking off; Like honest men, they said their hopes were past; Then came a priest-'tis comfort to reflect, To think what load of troubles she possess'd: In Dinah's soul,-she loved the hoards to Her love of hoarding, and her dread of waste. Sometimes the past would on her mind view; For she indulged, nor was her heart so small, That one strong passion should engross it all. A love of splendour now with av'rice strove, And oft appear'd to be the stronger love; A secret pleasure fill'd the widow's breast, When she reflected on the hoards possess'd; But livelier joy inspired th' ambitious maid, When she the purchase of those hoards display'd: In small but splendid room she loved to see That all was placed in view and harmony; There, as with eager glance she look'd around, She much delight in every object found; While books devout were near her to destroy, Should it arise, an overflow of joy. Within that fair apartment, guests mightsee The comforts cull'd for wealth by vanity: Around the room an Indian paper blazed, With lively tint and figures boldly raised; Silky and soft upon the floor below, Th' elastic carpet rose with crimson glow; All things around implied both cost and care, What met the eye was elegant or rare: Some curious trifles round the room were laid, By hope presented to the wealthy maid : Within a costly case of varnish'd wood, In level rows, her polish'd volumes stood; Shown as a favour to a chosen few, To prove what beauty for a book could do: A silver urn with curious work was fraught; A silver lamp from Grecian pattern wrought: Above her head, all gorgeous to behold, A time-piece stood on feet of burnish'd gold; A stag's head crest adorned the pictured case, Through the pure crystal shone th' enamell'd face; Dinah was musing, as her friends dis coursed, When these last words a sudden entrance forced Upon her mind, and what was once her pride And now her shame, some painful views supplied; Thoughts of the past within her bosom press'd, And there a change was felt, and was confess'd : While thus the virgin strove with secret pain, Her mind was wandering o'er the troubled main; Still she was silent, nothing seem'd to see, But sate and sigh'd in pensive reverie. The friends prepared new subjects to begin, When tall Susannah, maiden starch, stalk'd in; Not in her ancient mode, sedate and slow, As when she came, the mind she knew, to know; Nor as, when list'ning half an hour before, A huge tall sailor, with his tawny check, And pitted face, will with my lady speak; He grinn'd an ugly smile, and said he knew, Please you, my lady, 'twould be joy to you; What must I answer ? '-Trembling and distress'd Sank the pale Dinah by her fears oppress'd; When thus alarm'd, and brooking no delay, Swift to her room the stranger made his way. Revive, my love!' said he, 'I've done thee harm, And while on brilliants moved the hands of Give me thy pardon,' and he look'd alarm : steel, Meantime the prudent Dinah had contrived It click'd from pray'r to pray'r, from meal to Her soul to question, and she then revived. |