Retiring late, at early hour to rise, With shrunken features, and with bloodshot eyes: If sleep one moment closed the dismal view, That baffled pleasure, and that mock'd repose; Till to despair and anguish was consign'd Now seized for debt, and lodged within a jail, He tried his friendships, and he found them fail; The spirit settled, but the reason drown'd; And now his freedom he attain'd-if free, The lost to reason, truth, and hope, can be ; Then fail'd his spirits, and his thoughts were His friends, or wearied with the charge, or all Fix'd on his sins, his sufferings, and his fall: And sent him help the threat'ning world to brave; Gave solid counsel what to seek or flee, This was too much; both aided and advised By one who shunn'd him, pitied, and despised; He bore it not; 'twas a deciding stroke, Friends now appear'd, but in the man was seen The angry maniac, with vindictive mien; Is now with mild religious pity moved; His clouded mind, and for a time persuade : And starts, half-conscious, at the falling tear. Rarely from town, nor then unwatch'd, he TALE XII. 'SQUIRE THOMAS; OR, THE PRECIPITATE CHOICE Such smiling rogues as these, King Lear, Act ii, Scene 2. Richard III, Act ii, Scene 2. If I do not take pity of her, I am a villain; if I do not love her, I am a Jew. Much Ado about Nothing, Act ii, Scene 3. Women are soft, mild, pitiful and flexible; Thou stern, obdurate, flinty, rough, remorse less. 'SQUIRE THOMAS flatter'd long a wealthy aunt, And he was pain'd to see a rival near; There was a female, who had courted long Her cousin's gifts, and deeply felt the wrong; By a vain boy forbidden to attend The private counsels of her wealthy friend, She vow'd revenge, nor should that crafty boy In triumph undisturb'd his spoils enjoy ; He heard, he smiled, and when the will was read, Kindly dismiss'd the kindred of the dead; The dear deceased,' he call'd her, and the crowd Moved off with curses deep and threat'nings loud. The youth retired, and, with a mind at ease, Found he was rich, and fancied he must He might have pleased, and to his comfort please : found Nay, tyrant brothers claim a right to reign; Our hero, still too indolent, too nice But lived, himself to humour and to please, To count his money, and enjoy his ease. It pleased a neighbouring 'squire to recommend A faithful youth, as servant to his friend; Nay, more than servant, whom he praised for parts Ductile yet strong, and for the best of hearts; A very pattern for his care and truth; And powerful minds could make the right the wrong.' When the 'squire's thoughts on some fair damsel dwelt, The faithful friend his apprehensions felt; It would rejoice his faithful heart to find A lady suited to his master's mind; The place was distant, but with great delight They saw a race, and hail'd the glorious sight: The 'squire exulted, and declared the ride Had amply paid, and he was satisfied. They gazed, they feasted, and, in happy mood, Homeward return'd, and hastening as they rode; For short the day, and sudden was the change From light to darkness, and the way was strange; Our hero soon grew peevish, then distress'd; When, as they reach'd a long and pleasant green, Dwellings of men, and next a man, were seen. 'My friend,' said George, to travellers astray But who deserved that master? who would Point out an inn, and guide us on the way.' prove That hers was pure, uninterested love? Although a servant, he would scorn to take A countess, till she suffer'd for his sake; Some tender spirit, humble, faithful, true, Such, my dear master! must be sought for you. Six months had pass'd, and not a lady seen, With just this love, 'twixt fifty and fifteen; All seem'd his doctrine or his pride to shun, All would be woo'd before they would be won; When the chance naming of a race and fair, Our 'squire disposed to take his pleasure there: The friend profess'd, although he first began To hint the thing, it seem'd a thoughtless plan: The roads, he fear'd, were foul, the days were short, The village far, and yet there might be sport.' 'What! you of roads and starless nights afraid? You think to govern! you to be obey'd!' Smiling he spoke, the humble friend declared His soul's obedience, and to go prepared. The man look'd up; 'Surprising! can it be My master's son ? as I'm alive, 'tis he.' How! Robin,' George replied, and are we near My father's house? how strangely things appear! Dear sir, though wanderers, we at last are right: Let us proceed, and glad my father's sight; Go on,' the 'squire in happy temper cried haste, Then tells his wife how much their house is graced; They bless the chance, they praise the lucky son, That caused the error-Nay! it was not one; He heard the jack turn round; the busy dame Produced her damask; and with supper came The daughter, dress'd with care, and full of maiden-shame. Surprised, our hero saw the air and dress, And strove his admiration to express ; Nay! felt it too-for Harriot was, in truth, A tall fair beauty in the bloom of youth; And from the pleasure and surprise, a grace Adorn'd the blooming damsel's form and face; Then too, such high respect and duty paid By all-such silent reverence in the maid; Vent'ring with caution, yet with haste, a glance; Loth to retire, yet trembling to advance, Appear'd the nymph, and in her gentle guest Stirr'd soft emotions till the hour of rest: Sweet was his sleep, and in the morn again He felt a mixture of delight and pain: 'How fair, how gentle,' said the 'squire, 'how meek, And yet how sprightly, when disposed to speak! mind, Had she but fortune, 'doubtless then,' he cried, Some happier man had won the wealthy bride.' While thus he hung in balance, now inclined To change his state, and then to change his mind That careless George dropp'd idly on the ground A letter, which his crafty master found; The stupid youth confess'd his fault, and pray'd The generous 'squire to spare a gentle maid; For ever thinking on a youth above She now rejects, and will behold no more: Nature has bless'd her form, and Heaven her His wealth allured her not-nor was she moved But in her favours Fortune is unkind; 'Fault!' said the 'squire,' there 's coarseness in the mind That thus conceives of feelings so refined; And who could then escape from love and Here end my doubts, nor blame yourself, my wine? friend, As came the night, more charming grew the Fate made you careless-here my doubts fair, And seem'd to watch him with a two-fold care: On the third morn, resolving not to stay, Which was the master-passion, love or pride: make, And then exulted in, the night's mistake; have end.' The way is plain before us-there is now The lover's visit first, and then the vow Mutual and fond, the marriage-rite, the bride Brought to her home with all a husband's pride; The 'squire receives the prize his merits won, And the glad parents leave the patron-son. But in short time he saw with much sur prise, First gloom, then grief, and then resentment rise, From proud, commanding frowns and angerdarting eyes: 'Is there in Harriot's humble mind this fire, This fierce impatience?' ask'd the puzzled 'squire: 'Has marriage changed her? or the mask she wore Has she thrown by, and is herself once more?' Hour after hour, when clouds on clouds appear, Dark and more dark, we know the tempest near; And thus the frowning brow, the restless form, storm: So read the husband, and, with troubled mind, Was it a slave you wanted? You shall see As looks a miser at his house on fire; So, lost to every promised joy of life, And thus, betwixt his wonder at the ill And his despair-there stood he gaping still. 'Your answer, sir-shall I depart a spot I thus detest?'-'Oh, miserable lot!' Exclaim'd the man. 'Go, serpent! norremain To sharpen wo by insult and disdain : A nest of harpies was I doom'd to meet ; What plots, what combinations of deceit ! What to the cause from whence the ills I see it now-all plann'd, design'd, contrived; proceed? Served by that villain-by this fury wivedGood Heaven! to take me from a place, What fate is mine! What wisdom, virtue, 'Leave it to you?' replied the nymph' indeed! where I Had every comfort underneath the sky; Through the dark chambers where they hang truth, Can stand, if dæmons set their traps for youth? He lose his way! vile dog! he cannot lose No friend nor neighbour comes to give that Unheeding saw, the fury in thy face; joy, Which all things here must banish or destroy: Oh! what a fortune has a farmer's bride! A selfish fondness I endure each hour, And call'd it spirit-Oh! I might have found --Sir, I'll not admit Think you that we alone our thoughts dis- When in pursuit of some contended prize, we despise ! Speak you of craft and subtle schemes, who That all your wealth you to deception owe; |